I'm roastin, roastin, toastin
Sitting here on my shooglie chair
Beside my bed
The window's open and blinds aflutter.
And I'm wonderin' there are
Thoughts in my mind that need to be said.
My Highland Spring water bottle is at hand
I'll just give my mum a call
And not stick my head In the sand.
My days are spent asleep or in a trance
I hear"Human" on the radio and wish I could get up and dance.
I awoke the other day and saw Rev Kev
At the bottom of my bed.
Need to share a reading in Joshua that's going around my head.
Edmond has brought his bible today of all days
Maybe it's because it's Sunday?
Kev speaks of a journey lasting 3 days
But, I think I mentioned the wrong verse.
Should've been about determination, confidence,
And not to be afraid or discouraged.
But, yes I know now this is day 1 of the end.
My beautiful children are staying with me
Over night, watching over me, talking with me
I haven't eaten or drank for some time now
So it's difficult to communicate all the love I have to show
Wet sponges on my lips,
and water- just little sips.
It is day 3 now, or was, on this sojourn
My eyes are closing, my mouth is dry
My body shakes, from my bones and soul I'm bourne.
No time to cry, or wonder why.
Do not pine for me too long
Just remember me in the words of the song
"So let me go, life will get better
Find the love I never gave you
Fly high and let me go".
EDMOND:
20/05/2019