BANGOR ANNIVERSARY

Well I'm here in Bonnie Bangor
To be with you to share our special day
Our anniversary of love
The day we promised ourselves
To each other for all time.
As the April sunshine rises
And glistens in the frost
I'm here without you honey
I'm so very lost.
We'd walk along the beach on Ballyholme Bay
And I remember the words you used to say
"The bear jumped over the mountain
To see what he could see"
The treasures we found on the beach that day
Are with me still in my heart
And I hope and pray
That we can meet up together
And share the sunshine and our LOVE
ALL OVER AGAIN.
Missing you always on our 39th anniverary Edmond

I miss you

We are born alone, we die alone.
Only through love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we are not alone.
Please do not worry about me my darling, my beautiful, my love, my beautiful wife.
Now listen to me there are things I never told you.
There are things that I did not spill. How can a man, a man like myself?
How can he spill his heart into his mouth? We are not built for this.
All I do know is when I close my eyes it is you who I see when I go to sleep it is you who I feel curled next to me.
So, it is raining today and all I can think is -
I MISS YOU!

April 12th

I honor and remember April 12th with an everlastiing candle. Almost 2 years has passed but you remain forever in my heart.
Miss you so much!
Your very dear friend Isobelxx

I STOLE A KISS

I stole a kiss from you today
Whilst you weren't looking
It was on your soft ruby red lips
But, just then you moved away.
I stole a kiss from you today
Just when you woke this morn
It was on your blushing red cheek
But, away from me you were torn.
I stole a kiss from you today
Just when your eyes began to smile
It was on your graceful hand it lay
As we danced the night away.
I hope and pray someday
I can return them all back to you.

Moving Forward

Here are the words to Moving Forward by Colony House that have helped me this year. I found life and I found laughter In forgiveness I found rest On the shoulders of redemption I found hope when hope was dead I could lose it in a moment So I dare not close my eyes I'll watch fear fall with the sunset And see hopes rise with the tide. My eyes are open My heart is beating My lungs are full and My body's breathing I'm moving forward I found my freedom I found a life that gave me reason to live As this dusty road now settles And I see what lay before Every tear that held a broken dream Is now shattered on the floor And now bursting forth in splendour Are the blossoms of second tries Because dreams that bear the mark of love Are dreams that never die. I know the sorrow I know the heartache I know with fear comes a tragic heartbreak But I'm moving forward I found my freedom I found a life that gave me reason to love.

FREE

Need to let go
So to be at Peace
Both of us.
I hope death is not the end.
The moment it happened I ask
Will it all be clear?
But no questions answered.
What's been left behind is so precious to us
You know that don't you?
"Yes I do".
You said I've not to be afraid, just like you
"I'm right here by your side there's nothing to be afraid of anymore".
But your body let you down, and
Your soul is left behind with all
The good things of your life.
Your body isn't you
What are you then?
FREE.