Hey dad, can't believe it's been 8 years today since u was taken from us, the last time I felt u squeeze my hand. I hope ur having a blast up heaven, words can't not describe how much u mean to us. To be able to talk u one more time, hug u. Life is so unfair.

I will always love u, talk about u and keep ur memories we made together alive.
I will never talk for u and ill always look after mum like u asked, she has been my rock and I really hope ur proud of all of us.

We love u to the moon and back, we miss u so much. Tracey, Amanda, kerry xxxxxxxx

I found a white feather again the other day, I find a few over the years. Silent you are, yet I listen it like I hear you. Just in the breeze. The wind, and the rain the sun and the cloud ☁️ above. As I strain my ears I am so sure I hear you. I find a feather from you, Maurice, dad, Marlene. Steve. They say it’s when a loved one just pops into see how you are. I hear Marlena through the breeze I hear all of you at some point. I know people don’t believe, I know I gave you the Herbie jebies on a few occasions. Just by randomly coming out with something then I would get a phone call saying Herbie had died, other things I told you came true. But I know what I hear and I know what I feel. In the breeze or in the silent days too. Because I listen

Love you.
Someone once told me to lose a sibling, it felt like someone had amputated a part of your body, like a arm or a leg. I didn’t know what to think it was a hell of a long time she told me that, well before you passed. It’s weird because I have not thought about that in over 20 yrs but actually why it popped into my head one night I genuinely do not know. But I think it about sums it up only I feel both arms and legs. You would have though I had lost the plot the other night. God knows why I suddenly remembered that time I took you all swimming which wasn’t unusual, I am talking about the day on our way home and you suddenly had the the loss of your bowls You started crying Marj Marj what am I going to do, I had to take you back to the toilets in purstone park clean you up. Only thing I. Had was a pair of my shorts that where far to big. I had to fasten round a scrunched up part of the waistband on the shorts. I was dreading the other getting it. I also tied a cricket jumpers around you so no one could see you had white shorts on. I know it wasn’t funny for you at the the time but how often did we laugh about that after. I will never forget the way you where walking when you messed yourself. Oh bless you. It only could have happened to you. I was laughing to myself then the laughter was turning to me welling up but you knew I couldn’t cry. My brain as forgotten how. I don’t need tears. It just tears the heart apart.

Sent a fairy to watch over you alway, she will keep a close eye upon you and make sure you rest in peace,
Love Marj