You know how much you and your family are missing you. How much, a life without you is missing after 36 years, you also know how bad, painful it is to live these lives, without having to endure, you also know.
And that, after everything that we both experienced, lived, got through with one another, without you, it couldn't be, no more life. Missed you so much, our us ,both Life and you so much. Wished you can be here.

xxxxx

I cannot understand, with all due respect for you, your feelings, that you wanted to give up your life for the first time for M., what we both managed to do again, and afterwards for C., who never really liked you loved, just wanted to prove "that she can get you," as you told me yourself.
I noticed, you could be with your family today, both of you.

I miss you so much, we miss both our lives so much, you, your closeness, our togetherness, conversations, phone calls, our cooperation, trust, our life, everything
we experienced together, stood by, endured, our love, you get real trouble, you know, if I also think,
pretty soon as it shows up, you,
threw your life away
given up, you didn't want to live anymore - for nothing, Carina!

Missed you so much,loved you

xxxxx T.

You, I always missed it so much when we were together when you were working, you were gone for weeks. You, later, "were" with others, too. Because both of us, despite what you "had" there , as you told me every day, we both had, always we were.
But, there, you were still here, with both of us.
You, I miss so much, so much.
xxxxx Tina

Unfortunately, I can no longer write everything to you as I did before.Like you it would do,whan me something happenend.And what we`ve do,every Day,since we know us spent together. It's different with you there, not like by us.

But, I can tell you, your family and I are missing - infinitely you - very much. Everyone and I would like to have our heart and soul that you could - be with us. You are missing so much. One life without you - was none 36 years earlier when you were still with us, and now - especially not!

Miss you so much.

xxxxx love,Tina