I would go to the end of the world to see you again. It is so bad for me that when everything was as it was, you were happy to tell me that you were when you were gone and then went to W. because you couldn't be alone when you had to work.
You could still be with your parents, family, with me today.

I miss you so much, and no one can replace my suffering, grief, longing to have lost you forever.
Why, you left your family and me - for nothing, for nobody, for a Carina who never really loved you, just as little as T.

xxxxx Tina

Miss you so much.I miss our Life so much,everythingwould not have happened,should not have happened if,after you,the two of us,everything was as before,you would not have gone to T.nach W. Because you couldn't be alone because of my Work. Afterwards T. only thought of herself, didn't love you.
You could still be with us Today, you would be with your Family, with me,the two of us.
If you had not always trusted the wrong People, "Ladies",and would not have been angry sometimes - would have been strong for a few Hours,be alone.
No one likes to be alone, but if it is only for a few Hours because People, I,
just have to work, but you know they'll be there afterwards,all the more there for you - that,you could have done,you could endure.You are then gone to W.And the misfortune took its course.

As a Result,you took everything from your Family - and me - YOU!

And you took the most loved Person in my Life from me,my life with you,34 Years of yours,our Life together with all its ups and downs,our being together,our - being there for each other,no Matter what was in your Life Love,stand by each other,hold what others,though married,in their whole Life - never endured,endured together,endured - how we both can.Even a Michael who was always jealous of you because he was that guessed what both of us did not know at the Time,had not noticed for both of us,had seen,said to me after I said you had to leave us all here,leave me alone - you two,that was something very Special! And that of Him who "shows" feelings like this,cannot,never could, is a Freezer,without End,in terms of something like that.

A Life without you is not a Life for me,you do not know what you did to me with everything,not to speak of your family, who loves you above all, what you did to everyone.

xxxxx Love,Tina

Every Day Work 6 a.m.-4 p.m.I miss you so much,nobody can understand it because nobody,too
D. doesn't know what we both experienced,lived,got through,lived through - for 34 Years.

With you,Mia - and afterwards,Carina,everything came to an End that I never wanted.
Mia,I could still help you,you "caught"it.Then you were fine again.But with Carina - not anymore.

Dear God,Ann has taken your Family and me,as before,from us all,which we all did not want to be taken Away from us.
You, too, J., is the best for your D. after everything could happen,what you could not understand,understand,at the Time,for understandable Reasons,

A lLfe without you - no matter how - is not a Life without
You. I where missing you so much.


xxxxx

If our all Love found the Way to Heaven and every Memory were a Step - your Family and I would go up - and bring you back to us.

You don`t know,how much I missed you.You don´t know,how hard,impossible is,to live a Life is - without you - us.

Wished you where here xxxxx Tina

Missed you - always - so much.What have you done,to left me,leave me alone,without you ?

xxxxx Love,Tina

Want to write D.and J. for Weeks a go. Here happened so much bad Things,that I can’t do, what I want do - for so a long Time, so much.

I can say it every Time,how long that it is, that all happened. You don't know what You did to me to do what you always said, after which I kept telling you to stop saying that. Left me.

xxxxx Love you always,I missed you so much Tina
Left by Tina: 16/01/2020

I don't need Songs from us that remind me of you,I don't need Songs from us that we've played together over the Years to think of you.
You are without anything - always with me,and I miss you as much as ever.
Pokerface,one of your favorite Songs,just came in Radio.At this Time,when I heard it the last Time with you,we moved from Birkheim to E.hausen.
You were worked at B.at the Time,you weren't doing well,and at the Time,for weeks,you didn't feel like playing,making Music.

But,that Evening,I was clearing the Room,Apartement,everything was nice,despite the amount of Work,and you,me,we both managed to get you back to the Organ - and something,as always, Again you were at ease with everything,had Fun,had Fun with it.

You don't know what you did to me to do what you always said,after which I kept telling you to stop saying that.

xxxxx Love you always,I missed you so much

Tina