I still miss you so much. You don't know how.

I wish you were with me and could be with me.
Dear God, you don't even know what you take his Family,and me take away from me.Your Mom - and then you - our life.

xxxxx

I know that we and I all have to live with the fact that you can no longer be with us,
but I just can't do it,and I don't know how I can ever do it.

A Life without you,us,is not a life,it never was - and never will be.


xxxxx Tina

I miss you, as always since everything happened, so much.
We both miss our two lives, you - we - so much.

Nobody can give me back in my whole Life what I have lost for my whole Life!
You,us,our Love,our Life,everything that we both experienced,suffered, ived together,endured,even if you could not have been here,but both of them endured together,because we endured it.
We both know two People who got through this together,lived it,since they marriaged,like us.In good and in "bad",difficult Times,how Love.Life,be,is.

And we both knew two People who will do this together again.One Person,for understandable Reasons for you,
I undersytand,you were right from the start, - wrongly, skeptically.But,after a long Time,you finally noticed that this Man,the best Thing that could have happened to your,our other Person,could happen gave.
So that he was finally happy again after everything he gave,with J.

You will always be with me. What nobody can take away from me. But what God took away from you was you - and that you can no longer be with me. That is the worst thing for me,your Family.

You, missing so infinitely, so much.

xxxxx Tina

We had differences,Mommy and I,because she's how she is,after Dad went.

But,then She called Today,telling me that there is a very large report about Wersi - 50 years in the Rhein-Zeitung. With a Picture of you.She became it sent,with the Post,from Papa's Friend,Doctor from the Bundeswehr Hospital in Koblenz,which Papa has supplied with many medical devices,and in which you underwent an operation by Masatique after the Accident with Barbara in Birkheim.
Papa`s Friend sent the Report to Mommy. I am also sending it to yourè Dad.I have not yet seen it myself.Mommy brings it to me.Picture of you is also there.Mommy said - on the occasion of the 50th anniversary,this Company,which everyone was so enthusiastic about,could have done more with this Article,Report,much more, if the Editor hadn't written this alone.

I have to see, it can only then judge. No matter how she is after Papa`s Death. She was always there when you performed here.
If she says that, then I think it is so, she has - in the thing,right once.

Missed you so much.


xxxxx Love,Tina

I miss you so much, I'll tell you the rest

Today was again,for the second Time,although the colleague,after 40 years,had been adopted by all the highest Bosses,was brunch at the expense of the Company is


She talked so much about herself,for 50 Minutes,talked about herself about how "great" she is. The same Thing that she said when she said goodbye to the highest Bosses.

I ldon`t like something like that.I don't like People who are.where,like that. We all went because it should be so. Today I congratulated as many as never in my Life.It was nice.Because I also with the Colleagues I like after the reason for the meeting was gone, I still had to sit together. After that, I would have "had to" go to Mom. I took heating, which luckily got hot in places today, as an excuse not to have to do this. Wanted to be alone. With the colleagues you like, who are nice, it was nice Today,until noon,for as long as it took,after that, I was alone, which is not a Problem at all, it's a Day like everyone else Except
that you get a year older again. Get closer to Papa, Liesenfeld.

I miss you so much. May it sound strange. But, "I have you here" carry you in my memory, thoughts, in my heart, every day -
always, - with me

Wished you where,can be here

xxxxx Love,Tina