Today,finally,for a long Time,after all,Christmas,Silvester and the long,hard Work - a Day in peace here without seeing anyone.
I enjoyed it once.This afternoon Beethoven's 7th Symphony came, you fabulous,masterly,brilliantly played,like no one else has, you have played successfully on many Stages around the World,but out of yourself with your skills,musicality,ingenuity,
You could have been a great classical Pianist,too.
I wanted to learn the Violin back then,but unfortunately I couldn't because there was no Money for it because Dad and Mom bought the House.
You learned it,and even though we did 37 years knew - unfortunately I have never been able to hear you play the Violin.I never surrendered.You will have played and mastered this Instrument just as well as you have mastered and played the Piano,Church Organ - and Organ.
Tonight M. wrote that a Friend of ours died on New Year's Eve, and that gave me the rest. I lost you,whom I loved so much, the Person who loved me so much in my Life then,this Year Waltraud,and others.
God took your Family - and me,from you,and you don't know what he took away from us - you don't know what you did me to make what you always told me true You, don't grow old, whereupon I always told you to stop telling such a thing,such so a stupid.
I miss you so much, and nobody can replace, bring back, give,
what we both had.
Our life, everything we experienced, lived through, mastered - our love - both of us!
xxxxx lLove,Tina
Tina:
02/01/2020
