I don't need Days like this,these Days when what happened to you and me,what your Family,
we both didn't want - to think of both of us that we lost.
On the same, same Day, at Night to tomorrow a few Years difference, but, on the same,the same Day,happened on the same Night. I was "there" - you spoke to me on the Phone from Birkheim when Barbara - told you something emotionally cold - called England - Your Mom ..... The last of the last,I'm sorry as she told you that. When Dad left me on the same Day, the same Night, I wrote you straight away. You said your Dad died - and you write, notify me first - not your Friend. When everything happened, you lost your Mother - everything went downhill with you, you - along with your Dad, lost the most important thing in your Life that you owned and loved You never got over this, because - your love for you was as big as it
should be.

For Ann - and Papa - and you,the most beloved Person in my Life. A Life without yo - is no Life - for me.


Love - Tina
xxxxx:
17/12/2019
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Candle redrose
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16/12/2019
I miss you so much,just as much as your Family missed you so much.
Time doesn't heal all Wounds,and Time won't change how much me and your Family missed you.

Love xxxxx Tina
xxxxx:
16/12/2019
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Candle redrose
Left by xxxxx:
12/12/2019
They are bringing a special Message in the Moment to us on the News,that England on 31.01.,leaving the EU in 2020.

I miss you so much

xxxxx
xxxxx:
12/12/2019
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Candle 10
Left by xxxxx wished you where here:
11/12/2019
It's changing for all of us - most importantly, first for your Family - then for me,nothing.
But, you, - I miss - like your Family too, still so much.Our Life,our Love,our connectedness,everything what we have lived, experienced, mastered together, have endured. Our closeness, our conversations - everything, you - simply. You, the most loved person, the most important person - in my life, which you was always, will always be, always are.

I miss you so much,I wished with the bottom of my Heart,that you can be with your`re Family and than back to me,you and me.

No one know`s,can feal,understand,what the dear Good took away from me,

Love you xxxxx Tina
xxxxx:
11/12/2019
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Wished, you can be,here with you`re Family - and than,with me

You are,where the Best in my Life,with all,what happened in you`re Life,with me and you,happened,what we,I`ve had.

Love,Tina

xxxxx
Tina:
08/12/2019
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Have today again CD from you on Ebay found, bought that you have taken when we were both still very young.
I still miss you so much.I know that for your family, you miss as much as me, at all Nothing changes.After all, what happens.But, it not get better.

A life without you, us, is not life.It's just - and always will be. Just like a life for your family, with Here is again so much bad happened.Had not smoked for 11 days, stopped it -I'm angry about myself.Today,started again, three smoked.You, would never smoke I always told you, You,only smoked when others were with you, who had smoked too. You never bought the ones that were good. From me you have, except once, because you asked me to had, even otherwise, get none from me. When you were with T. together, wanted to come back to me, it then but not get If we are both alone. No one for - there with us, we both end up
in a nursing home, where we both "fly out" because - you and me :-): - ) listen to loud music, play.

I missed you so much.A Life without you - is no Life.I missed all,what we`ve had,lived - what we`ve both give us together,egality,what happened both for us - in our Life.

Love you,

xxxxx Tina
Tina:
08/12/2019
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Had you written much earlier.
Thomas, Mommy, everything was different again, worse.
I knew it was a matter of course, on the part of me. But I had promised stop smoking that I did not have such withdrawal symptoms, now, after a week still - because of everything here is, still most like, would smoke one could.

Just to get down, switch off. I did not do that. But the apples that tell those to eat, if you'd like to smoke - do not help either.
When I think about it. You had - never had to smoke. Never had this problem. -I have it, quite massive, after you - and, me, your family, have left alone !!

You never had to - smoke in your life. You always just smoked, but never bought a pack of cigarettes. Which was good.
I miss you so much !!! I wish you were with your family - and then here, with me - with us.

You are always with me !! In my Heart, - by,with me !!
I really hope that your family is fine.

Love you,

Tina
xxxxx:
03/12/2019
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