You always said, there, you can see, you know everything that is here. I think papa was so shocked, you there, "with him", will have really told you why you are with him now, what you "did", why you did it. And - you know who I mean, also who we both loved very much,she will have read the riot act properly, and rightly so, like dad too. You understand that correctly, you know what I mean. Would say that now, think if you could still be with us.
Just because everything here is as it happened, it doesn't mean that I don't think of you every day, you - as always, are with me, even if unfortunately you can no longer be always, no matter where you were when you could still be with us, me.
Just because the day, with everything here, simply has too few hours, no matter what I do, work, manage, doesn't mean that I still miss you so much, I miss you endlessly.
Even if, because of everything here, I can no longer, rarely write to you, I still love you.
Everything about you, you, us, our life, being together, no matter where you have been, everything about you, us, we - I miss so much.
And nothing will ever change about that. You are always with me, in my thoughts, in my heart
xxxxx Tina
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31/05/2021