It’s my first Christmas as a mummy and I so wish you could hold my sweet girl the way you held me and tell her all about the magic that this time of year brings. I know you’ll visit us on Christmas Day and probably shake your head in despair that the lamb's far too pink and the veg needs more salt. Even so, God only knows what I’d do to hear your voice just one more time. Miss you today and always Marmar. Merry Christmas, I hope you’re dancing with the stars up there xxx

You’d think 7 years on it wouldn’t hurt as much but losing you is a void that I don’t think will ever be truly filled again. I hope you had the very best of birthdays and lit heaven up with the smile that I miss so much. Sleep sweetly Mar’Mar xxx

Happy heavenly birthday MarMar. You left a void that I don’t think will ever be filled but how blessed I was to have had your love for as long as I did. I miss you always.

Today marks the 6th anniversary of your journey into heaven. I miss you as much and feel your loss today as I did the day I heard the words that you had gone. I hear you in my head sometimes and it makes me smile, knowing that you are still with me, with us all. I love you Mum, always have and always will. My darling, precious Mum xxx

Darling Mum, Another Christmas approaches without you. I hung the decorations and cried because you arent here. You are in my heart and being and I wish you a Merry Christmas in heaven with pride in my heart for you, the wonderful Mum you were and the love you gave us all so freely. Miss you always your Janine xxx