me again, been thinking of u lot lately nan, i had some really good news the other day my jodie is having a baby in december so im going to be a nannie aswell lol so this will be ur first great great grandchild :) i cant wait :) i hope u and grandad r doing ok up there together its his birthday soon so i will be thinking about u both spending it together for the first time in 34 years xxx take care of one another till we speak again love u lots and lots luv ness xxxx xxxx xxxx

hi nan only me again i went to the cemetry today to see u cause i just wanted to get away from everything and spend a bit of time with u cause i miss u so much , it was such a lovely day there today the sun was shining but it was still a bit cold out, and to be honest i was quite shocked because ur headstone was there today and it wasnt wot i expected its not as nice as it was when grandad had it :( but i promise u now when i get some money im gonna change it to the best one i can get u so it would do u and grandad proud because u both r the best grandparents in the world i will never forget u both u r in my heart forever till we speak again all my luv ness xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx

hello nan,

been thinking of u alot today wishing u was still here with us, i miss u more and more each day i thought it was supposed to get easier but it doesnt it gets harder and harder every day,

i thought u had left me last nite because i couldnt find ur star and i got really upset about it , but it was bk tonite so im happy again i new u wouldnt have gone to far because i no u r always looking out for me and the kids xxx

but for now i thinks its time for me to say goodnite nan and i hope u r having lots of fun up there with grandad now u r together and we will talk again very soon,

i love u with all my broken heart

all my love forever

ness xxx xxx xxx

i think of u each and every day nan since u left hoping u r happy now with grandad and ronnie, im so sorry for not saying goodbye at the end but i just want u to no u was the best nan in the world to me and i no i was always ur favourite all those times i stayed with u when i was younger and we used to stay up late watching telly together and going out in the car shopping, i will never forget all those happy times together plus the many more we had together, i no u r watching out for me and the kids after everything wot has happened in the last year, its been so hard nan i dont no how ive coped with it all but all i do no is every nite there is one biggest brightest star above my house and its been there ever since u left me and all i no is that its u watching over us keeping us safe, but for now nan i have to go so u get back to grandad and i will talk to u very soon all my love forever ness xxx xxx