Everyday I think of you and cannot believe your gone .people say times a healer but I just miss you more and more .today used to be a happy day until you were chosen to go away .i talk to you but you don't answer me although in my head I know what you would say .i still hear your voice and see your face and hope you know how much I miss you .this is the first birthday without you and just I really hope you are happy and at peace now .hope your birthday is good where you are and happy wedding anniversary too .love forever Nicola ( sister) xxxxxxxx

My dearest son , how I would love to say happy birthday to you today .how I would love to wish you happy wedding anniversary today .i will say it anyway in the hope you can hear me .i still cannot believe you would have been 41 today and I pray there is someone looking after you , your pain has completely gone and you celebrate in style .you are always on my mind just as the day you went away .miss and love you each and every day .i can't send you a card but I send my love .mum xxxxxxxxxx

It's less than a week away before you would have turned 41 years old .i hope you can see how much I think of you and miss you .not a day goes by where I don't remember all our fun times as children and young adults .its so hard to comprehend you not still being here for your birthday and console myself with thinking it will be a better day where you are now and you are totally out of pain and your demons are laid to rest .i love you and always will .nicola ( sister ) xxxxxx

It's less than a week away before you would have turned 41 years old .i hope you can see how much I think of you and miss you .not a day goes by where I don't remember all our fun times as children and young adults .its so hard to comprehend you not still being here for your birthday and console myself with thinking it will be a better day where you are now and you are totally out of pain and your demons are laid to rest .i love you and always will .nicola ( sister ) xxxxxx

It's less than a week away before you would have turned 41 years old .i hope you can see how much I think of you and miss you .not a day goes by where I don't remember all our fun times as children and young adults .its so hard to comprehend you not still being here for your birthday and console myself with thinking it will be a better day where you are now and you are totally out of pain and your demons are laid to rest .i love you and always will .nicola ( sister ) xxxxxx