Happy Birthday in heaven Jane..........Bless you

God bless Jane xxx

Dear Jane,
It feels right for me to message you again. And What I would like to say is that as much as our son and I try to move on with life each time we speak there is rarely a conversation that does not include you. Even when we meet and you are not mentioned there is still a knowing gesture made when something sparks a reminder of you.
Just for a moment then it's so easy to forget that you have gone but every little fond reminiscence soon triggers the gut wrenching realisation that you are no longer here.
Although it does little to ease our sorrow over your premature departure our dearest hope is that you are at peace in heaven.
In truth albeit that we will never stop missing you and it can never feel right for your life to have been cut short there is some small comfort in the hope that you are now in safe hands.

To be angry won't change where we are, neither will to blame relieve the sadness and hurt. We all failed you in our own way and for that we have to live with that knowledge in our hearts.

God bless you.

Dear Jane, I sense the season change is not that far away as the nights start to draw in. Yet, again my thoughts are with you as with all my family members in heaven. The memories of happy times past haunt my mind.
Although life moves on as normal around us, for those true friends and family who loved and cared about you our son's and my lives will never be the same again.
You were a one off, never to be repeated.
You had a such strength of character a will of iron and would never show fear, yet you had a heart of gold even though you guarded it from those you did not trust.
You have left such a lasting mark on us is it any wonder then that the void you have left can never be filled.
If I ever hurt you, I am sorry, it would never have been deliberate.
I was so fortunate to had known you but the lord God knew you had been through enough.

God bless, angel.....