Not edited very well, son been poorly
But I will try… love you son, but so missed.
xxx

So missed son…. the best.💗

You didn’t live my past so you will never know why my life is a constant struggle, to put on this show I have to keep hidden, I’m not who you think you see..
But until you’ve walked in my shoes, don’t use words to judge me. None of this was my choice, none of the things they did, so I wear my mask keeping my real face safely hid. I’m living an endless battle, I have to fight everyday but till you walk in my shoes, don’t look at me that way. I have to take baby steps in order to cope and every minute that passes me by I lose much more hope…it so hard trying to live, I have to pretend I’m doing well but till you have walked in my shoes you won’t understand my hell.
The memories from my past are always fresh in my mind, I have fear about about my future, my past won’t stay behind. So don’t judge with a look, you don’t know what you can’t see.. you have never walked my walk I am what my past made me…🙏