Hello Grandma?! I know we "talk" each day, & we communicate in different ways, I just wanted to write down a thank you somewhere, & I remembered that I could still put messages on "your page"! So that's what I'm doing!
I want to say thank you for visiting me in that amazing dream, it was really special, knowing you were ok, & just like you always were when you were younger, & fitter, always on the go doing something!
I told Mam, Dad, Jude & Joanna as much as I could remember the next day, because I know it was a special kind of dream, not a normal one.
I know it's not easy for you guys over the other side to come through to us, & I think Dad & I had our experiences because we are slightly gifted in that way, but, although I know you've moved things in the house, I wish you could visit Judy & Mam in some way. Like that dream with me.
Because they're both really struggling in their different ways, & grief is hard, we can't make it better.
I really miss you. I still can't get my head around it! There's been funny jokes & stuff I send on the messenger, to our group, Jude, Mam, Jo & me, & there are so many things you would have howled at lol! And stuff on TV too! If there's something on I know you would watch, for a split second I go to ring you up, but obviously I can't!
But, please don't stop visiting, I know when yr "here". Just wanted to write this "letter" to you, & tell you I'll never stop missing you, but also to say, it was really, really awesome having all of those holidays together, & we have too many memories to count of our childhoods at yr house. Thank you for all of those memories we will forever talk about, you'll never ever leave our hearts, you meant so much to all of us in different ways, & we were truly blessed to have you! Truly blessed. My gorgeous, loving, funny & caring Granny. Love you to ribbons for always, until we meet again, Lou XxxxX
Lou:
16/07/2019
