Happy heavenly Birthday Tom
I miss you and love you more than I can ever tell you , my hero my heartbeat the absolute love of my entire life . I love and adore you more and more each day
Sleep tight my love , till we meet again .
Love you forever and ever …. Miss you so much so very very much 💙🕊️ xxxxx

Merry Christmas sweetheart my 5th without you … it’s just not the same . I’m sitting here waiting for the washing to finish , nothing changes . Our first Christmas in this house you were in hospital with a broken leg … I was doing the washing then as well before coming up to see you for the day with the kids . Still lonely still sad still missing you so much it’s a joke …. I love miss and adore you more than anyone reading this will ever understand … till I can hug you again sleep tight my hero my love my sweetheart…. Oh how I adore you …. 💙🕊️❤️♥️ the absolute love of my whole life …. My Tommy seal ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️xx

Hello my absolute sweetheart
When I say I’ve had an awful year I’ve had an absolute awful year
Still lonely still ignored still not included . Things have happened under this roof that I never ever ever thought would come into my life … may 12th …. Dear life I thought it would see me off . I’ve got no one to talk to I just have to try and deal with it on my own , the worst thing you could ever ever imagine… broke my heart destroyed all the trust I had in life , destroyed all hope I got … I’ve cried every day since …. The slightest thing sets me off and I’m back to square one ….. I haven’t told anyone I’m way too mortified to think such a thing happened to this family . Oh how I miss you oh how I wish you would let me know it will be alright …. I’m so tired and fed up …. I’m miss you I love you more than ever I wish I could speak to you just once more I wish I could hear you tell me to stop worrying I just wish I had a different life I wish I wasn’t me I wish I had joy I wish I wasn’t scared of every day …. I love and adore you my hero my Tom the love of my life ….. come back now I can’t do this any more …. I just can’t cope …. ♥️…. Love you forever miss you forever forever heartbroken forever lost and lonely …. My Tom my Tommy seal
Still not heard from all those who said they would help and keep in touch …. Not a single hello …. 😔…. Sleep tight my angel till we meet again …. I love you …. Oh Tom help me please …. 😔♥️…. Broken properly broken

I see your still as popular as ever
Well I’m still sad and lonely and no one gets it , no one . I do try Tom i start with a happy heart and it soon goes , I now realise I don’t belong any where . Today is someone’s birthday 17 today she will be … it’s just so awful . We went out for someone else’s birthday last night he is 15 now … I spent the night not being able to hear , couldn’t hear what was being said most of the time . They all think I’m aloof , I’m not I just can’t hear when theres too much noise . But yet again I’m the wrong one . . I’ve had enough now Tom I really have , this is my 4th Xmas without you and it’s getting really hard now I don’t know how to carry on anymore . I wish I could speak to you I wish you were here I just wish my life was different I wish your life had been different , I just wish a dream would come true … any dream will do …. I love you so much tommy seal my life my heartbeat my hero …. I will always love you I will always love and miss you always xxx
Till we meet again 🕊️💙xxx