I love and adore you and I will forever and ever and ever … my Tom my life my heartbeat my hero absolute legend hero and the bravest bravest bravest man to have ever walked on this planet …. My Tommy Seal …. I love you so much sweetheart until we meet again … wait for me … ❤️

The longest I’ve ever been away … I’m numb I’m so sad I’m empty …. I wish you were here with me I want to talk to you …: I love you so much … you are and always will be my Tom the absolute love of my life …. 🕊💙…. My Tom … come back now please …. Xx

Hello I’m back I can’t keep away but I do try to leave you in peace …. But I can’t …. Life is still hard life is still very lonely … I went to a wedding and omg I was so so lonely , it was a beautiful day but all I wanted was you to say , you ok , I wish you would speak to me anything will do …. Others say the feel their loved ones around them , but I don’t , I know you always said didn’t believe in all that kind of stuff , but I wish you did even if it’s just for 1 minute …. People still don’t understand how hard it is but when they are in my shoes omg they will shocked and I hope they all feel guilty for being so flippant about me moving on and keeping busy …. No matter what I do or how busy I am your my every thought every second of every day … I love and adore you so much I miss you and it’s so painful I want to squeal and stamp my feet and shout your name till you come back … oh tom I love you so much sweetheart…. I’m just glad your in no more pain , my absolute super hero my Tom my world my everything… I love you adore you miss you my heartbeat
Till we meet again please wait for me xxx

Hello sweetheart I’m back I do try not to do this and I do try to stop thinking by my head just doesn’t stop thinking about you my heart longs for you I still after 3 years can’t believe your not here . I know your not coming back I know your gone forever but I hope and hope I’m wrong and you are at work ….. oh I hate everything to do with being on my own everyone getting with their lives and enjoying life holidays and freedom and I’m just stuck in my sad little life with no where to go no one to speak to no one who cares about me or if I’m happy or feeling well …. Tom I hate it I hate everything about it I try and be happy and I know there’s people worse off but I’m sick of being the bottom of the pile ….. I’m going to the seaside for the day and I’m so excited to be going to see the sea but others are of on cruises and flying off everywhere and yet again it’s not me ….. I wonder why I was put on this planet to be a skivvy and have to work with absolutely no reward not even get to grow old with my Tom …. Oh tom come back now I’m scared sad and lonely ….. I miss you love you adore you my Tom my hero absolute love of my life ….. wait for me …. I love you so much sweetheart ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Hello sweetheart
Bad day yesterday I just want you back … it’s so hard without you ….. I’ve got a wedding to go to , I don’t want to go … I am so stressed thinking about clothes and stuff and everyone is busy chatting about hair shoes and dresses and I’m just cringing thinking I could wear a million pounds worth of clothes but still be the frumpy one in the corner and they are having all their hair and makeup done by proper stylists …. I will have a shower and comb my hair …. Oh tom I don’t want to go but they have paid a lot of money and I don’t want to be one to let them down and waste their money …. I will look a mess and all I want is someone to hold my hand and help me get through it all …. Oh Tom I hate it all every bit of it ….I wish I could just get you back I want you back I’m tired of being alone and sad and miserable…. I’m so sad Tom so very very sad … I miss you I love and adore you and it get’s harder and harder without you …. My heart my love my Tom , my Tom the absolute love of my entire life … it’s been 3 years today since your funeral 3 years one day since I kissed you goodbye oh tom come back
I love you adore you miss you so much
💙🕊…
My Tom the absolute love of my life my heart 💙🕊💙🕊xx

Happy Father’s Day
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It’s just not the same it’s so awful I’m so sad all the time it’s so hard so lonely oh Tom everything I said has come true I’m not shocked just heartbroken… I just wish everything was different . All I hear is holidays , weddings , parties joyous times all I see is people having a nice time and then there’s me …. Absolutely beyond miserable , I'm so lost without you nothing to look forward to just lots of worry and stress …. I wonder what my life was for the worry the stress the hard work and I’m no better off than someone who has never bothered …. I’m still working hard but no nice things for me … oh tom it’s so so hard …. All I want is a glimpse of something of joy for me instead of me watching everyone loving life and being happy …. Enough of me wallowing … love you miss you and I will.always look for you listen for you hope for you
Till we meet again 🕊💙🕊💙🕊
Love you forever my Tom xxxxx