My darling Lesley, well it goes without saying how much I and so many others miss you. Each day I sit in our conservatory looking out onto your garden and I picture you pottering about. You sure had a knack of making things grow and look beautiful something I'm sad to say lacks in my gardening skills. Lloyd and I have bought a small tree that we will plant and cherish together as a small reminder of you Lesley and its going behind your waterfall so hopefully it'll blossom in life just as you did.
Life without you is so difficult but I know I must do my best for Lloyd I know if you were here you would make it a better world. Starting again just seems wrong but I cannot live this kind of life i'm sure you understand. I miss you so very much Lesley, even just sitting together doing nothing. I miss you in every way but mostly having you at my side with me at yours. No amount of time will ease my loss or pain and your always in my thoughts and heart sweetheart, now and forever. Until I am with you once more always remember me as I love you and I hope I was a good Husband as you were and always will be my wonderful wife. Sleep well my Angel xxx
Your ever loving Husband:
Left by Your ever loving husband:
Well Lesley its exactly 12 months since you were diagnosed and our nightmare began, our lives were turned inside out and ultimately we all lost the most precious person to us all .... you.
I know today is and will be so hard for the family and they will relive as i am each moment of that awful day last year. Life without you here is and always will be empty, we were such a close loving family and as you know my love for you will never fade. I am lost without you, I've no more tears to shed but my heart will always be broken. We lived life to the full and the happiness and love you gave Lloyd n i will forever be part of us and that's what keeps us going, we try to make you proud and Lloyd has passed this years exams i know it was a promise he made to you its just so sad your not here in person as i know how proud you would have been. We will carry on to do the best we can in this life and forever hold you close in our hearts Lesley. We miss and love you so much but thank you for being a wonderful mother and wife and without doubt you were that.
Your forever in our hearts and thoughts and will always be with us. Until i am with you again my love, always look after and protect us and i send you my undying love now and forever. As a family and everyone who knew you, thank you for everything you gave us all, you will NEVER be forgotten but always missed Lesley xxx
Your everloving husband:
Left by Your everloving husband:
My darling lesley, its almost a year since you were admitted to the hospital and our lives were ripped from us all. Theres not a day that passes i dont think of you and miss everything about you. All our lives must go on in some form but i want you to know we all miss you so much. Theres so many who look at these postings and it shows how loved you really are, some put their tributes down and its always nice to read how others miss you. Lloyds sat his exams so now its a waiting game, i know he gave them his best so i know how proud you will be of him. Lesley i know in life you always did your best for him and everyone but i ask you please look over him and keep guiding him. As for me i continue to do all i can for him and whatever life i have i shall do my best but your always with me in my memories and my heart. I miss you now and always. Until we are together again i love you always remember that xx
Your Loving Husband:
Left by Your loving husband:
My darling Lesley, its hard to put into words exactly how i'm feeling. Each and every day I think of you and miss you so very very much. At times Lloyd and I still struggle to believe your gone and the nightmare continues day after day. We both try so very hard to make you proud of us and each day brings new challenges but mostly how to get through without you here in person. We think and talk about you a lot as we promised you we would, but to be honest even as time ticks along we miss you so very much. Your always in our thoughts and always will be. Lloyd's life is really just starting and although I do and always will do my best for him, I know losing his mam will always leave a big hole that can nor will ever be filled. I try my best but you were everything to him as he was to you.
We both promised you that you will never be forgotten Lesley and the simple truth is even the number of people who visit this page you are remembered and missed by so many each with their own memories of you. I know i have lost my wife, best friend and solemate forever and my life will always be a struggle without you to support me but i must do what I know you would want of me and that is to live some form of life, always doing the best I can for Lloyd and i shall do that to the best of my ability for you and him. I try to do my best in the hope I never disappoint or let you down just as you always did for me in your life.
You were so special lesley and in truth i never deserved you nor the happyness you gave me. I often think of our lives and still cannot believe how lucky i was, i only wish i had said it more to you in person but im sure you now know. They say you never appreciate someone until theyre gone, well believe me that is so very true. You were everything to me lesley and someone i was and still am so proud to have been my wife.
I will love you not only now but until the end of time and when my time comes to be at your side again i shall once again feel complete.