Well lesley its 6 month since you passed away and the world truelly is a sadder place without you. The world has indeed gone mad, panic buying, no actual contact with people and general worry what tomorrow will bring. Life goes on of sorts and your always in my thoughts. Lloyd, hannah and i miss you so very much and neighbours also miss seeing you pottering around in our garden, everyone misses you in so many ways.
I try so hard to keep my head held high as i know you would want that of me but life IS so difficult without you and i know with you at my side things would have been so much easier. I still picture you in each room in our house and still find it so hard to accept your really gone. Things can nor ever will be the same without you but i made you a promise i would try and do my best in my life and i will always keep that promise to you. You are the only one who knew how much you meant to me and the love we had and still have for oneanother lesley and the truth is my heart still hurts knowing we are apart. I do and shall always miss you in every way and i miss your radiant smile each and every day.
My life will go on and i have found a little happyness which i know you would want me to have and i am so gratefull for that.
I want you to know lesley you are forever part of me as i hope i am of you and i shall always love you so very much.
I often look to the heavens and know you are looking over me, we all send our undying love to you now and forever.
Until i am with you once more, never forget us xxxxx
Left by Ian:
Left by Anne Reed:
My dearest Lesley, each day I think about you, the wonderful life we had and the laughs we both shared. They say time is a healer well I can assure you it's not. Lloyd & I fumble through our lives and we often talk about you and you're always in our thoughts and hearts. I know Lloyd still struggles as I do knowing you're gone and it breaks my heart doing my best for him but never being able to put his heartache at ease. Lesley he is doing so well with his hospital placements and I know like I how proud you are of him. He like all of us have suffered so much at your passing and as I promised you I shall be at his side to support, care and love him throughout his journey in life. He is everything to me and I shall never let him down just as you never let him down in your life. Lloyd & I try our best to have some kind of normality but the truth is it's so hard without you and we both miss you so very much and always shall. The heart has been ripped from our home and lives and we struggle on each day. We will always support one another in every way and yes there are regular tears of pain at our loss. Lesley I know somehow, some way you will always watch over us and one day I shall once again be at your side. I hope that I can find the strength to make you proud of me just as I am so very proud of you.
Forever in my thoughts. Xxx
Left by Ian Kidd:
Hi Lesley, well another week of lonelyness has passed, i think about you each n every day and i do miss everything about you and miss the wonderfull life we had together. I told you each day and night i loved you and i still do that because its the truth. Ive never been a quitter at anything you know that but life without you here is so very hard. Lloyds now on his placements and doing well at each hospital he has worked at, everyone seems to like him which isnt unsuprising as he has so many of your qualities. We often talk together about you lesley and lloyd still struggles knowing he has lost his mam and i try so hard to give him some comfort, but truth is we both need oneanother to carry on. Its a life we should never have been given as we were all so very happy before your illness. Its still so sureal to think we have lost you and each room i go into i keep expecting you to be in and still picture you there. Lesley whatever my future holds lloyd WILL always come first i gave you my word id do that, however being alone after such a long time with you is not a life but merely an existance and i struggle every day. I am trying my very best for everyone and myself to try and have some form of a life without you but mixed feelings have pushed any happyness i had away. I shall continue more so for lloyd to do my best for him and support him in his life but i need you to know i carry you forever in my memories and broken heart.
Until we are together once more, please guide me through this life as you always did in yours.
All my love for eternity.
Left by Ian:
Happy Valentines Day my Love. As i always did i send you my undying love and give you my heart. I miss you SO much. Your always in my thoughts and dreams Lesley and i shall love you and miss you until i am at your side once more.
I look to the heavens and i know you are watching over us all. Until we meet again sweetheart protect us and keep us right.
All my love now and until the end of time xxxx