My darling Lesley, i miss you so very much.Each day rolls into the next and i think of you each & every day and night. I look at our home but its just a house now the heart is missing and life is just a constant struggle without you. I try and keep my head up thinking of all our happy times together which we had so many but the reality is your not here with me. We were always going to grow old together and in a funny way we looked forward to that and often watched older people walking hand in hand now i dread growing older alone. Ive tried to find a little happyness in my life but as you know its been met with mixed emotions, maybe i am making a mistake and if so i will no doubt have to deal with the fallout from that. I prey you will keep me right as you always did in life. Lesley there are no words to describe how i feel about losing my 1 true love, soulmate,wife and closest best friend. I will grieve until i join you of that i am sure. I seem to take 1 step forward in life quickly followed by 2 back and i know no matter how hard i try to have some happyness things will never be as happy as when you were with me. I gave you my heart and undying love and without you im nothing. Sweetheart your always in my thoughts and i miss you so very much. Thank you for every single moment we had together. I love you now and until the end of time. Xx
Ian :
05/02/2020
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Candle lilly
Left by Ian :
05/02/2020
Well its been a few weeks since i last wrote to you so please forgive the delay. As you know things are changing in my personal life, hopefully lifting me from the darkness ive had since you passed away. Lloyds still doing well at Uni and passed all his tests/exams so far and begins his hospital placements soon so you will have to keep him right there. We all miss you Lesley so very much, and noone more so than i do. I still struggle knowing i will never see you again in this life and life is hard without you. I miss everything about you but im so gratefull of our happy life together, i still dont understand why you were taken from us and suppose i never will, all i can think is that you were needed more there than here. You touched so many lives and sometimes did it without even trying Lesley, i know the world is a darker sadder place without you and everyone that knew you has lost someone special in their lives that can never be replaced.
When you were in hospital you once said i looked so sad and you were right, i knew i was losing the most important and special person and knew my life was changing forever for the worse. Ive lost my wife and best friend, lloyds lost his mam and together we muddle through the life we now have without you at our side. I carry you always & forever in my heart and the happy memories will forever be with me. Lesley i prey wherever you are things are better for you and someone can put their arm around you to protect you as i did in life. You are and always shall be the true love of my life and i think of you each n evety day and will always miss you.
I send you my undying love now and forever. Until we meet again sweetheart please protect us and guide us as you always did.
I love you xxx
Ian:
30/01/2020
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As we start another year I have been thinking about you Lesley. I still cant believe that you have gone. You were such a big part of my life for over 20yrs and you did so much to help me and you were a friend we could talk to. The girls have been wonderful and they miss you so much. We talk about you on my visits and it must be difficult for Val and Debbie but they are brilliant. I feel so sad for Ian and Lloyd but I know you will guide them. I know how much you loved them both. You will and always will be a true angel. God bless you. XXXX
Anne Reed:
06/01/2020
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Candle 10
Left by Anne Reed:
06/01/2020
Hi Lesley, well we are into a New Year and id love to say everything is ok, but in reality life will never be ok without you. I miss you each and every day and still cant believe the wonderfull, loving, happy life we had together is over. You were and always will be everything to me, we were the perfect couple and had such a wonderfull life together. Our love for eachother never faultered and will never fade regardless of what future i now have. Lesley i told you each day i loved you and i only wish i had said it more to you in person because i do and always will love you. I remember we were once called "posh n becks" whilst on a holiday and thats what we were. I am trying my best to do the right things in life, not only for myself but more so for lloyd and his future, but its hard without your guidance. Each day is a challenge as you know and dispite my best efforts i do struggle even with the simplest things. I know you would want me to try n move on and not live in the past and i know its something i have to do but i want you to know you are and always will be in my thoughts n prayers. I kiss your photo beside my bed each night and pray your at peace, painfree and thinking of us each day/night protecting us as you always did. Lesley you and i had a hell of a life and i thank you for each moment of that. Life without you is and always will be so hard but i am trying to do my best for everyone. I know you will be proud of lloyd as you always were, he is trying his best as he promised he would and i am so proud of him in every way, he is quite a man.
As time ticks along eveything changes in life but my love for you and everything you gave and did for us all will never fade. I miss you now and always Lesley. Shine bright my Angel, night night sleep tight and never forget us as your always in our hearts xxxxx
Ian:
06/01/2020
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Candle lilly
Left by Ian:
06/01/2020
Well Lesley Christmas is over and we move into the new year. Although you weren’t here in person I bet you were looking down with love in your heart for everyone you loved. Lloyd Ian and your great family. Without a doubt Im sure this has be so hard without you there for them but I know you ll be there to help and guide them in some way. I know how proud of them you were . Hope you’ve been partying up there Lesley.. first and last on the dance floor. I miss your daft jokes and laugher of which we had many. Keep twinkling Lesley as you always did and will continue to do. Love always Val xx
Val Jackson :
04/01/2020
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Candle 10
Left by Val Jackson :
04/01/2020
we all miss you lesley just the little things you do that make us laugh each day. I miss coming to your house and sitting with you and laughing as now your house don’t feel right without you there. I will never forget you and when I look out my window and see the brightest star in the sky I know your watching over all of us getting us through each day. Until we see each other again love you always xxxx
Hannah :
26/12/2019
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