My darling lesley, well time ticks along and each day we all think of you remembering the wonderfull life and times we all had with you. It still feels so strange without you here in person and our "home" has become more of a house to me, the loving feeling you gave it slowly dissapearing. I remember when we first viewed it we both knew it was right for us and both fell in love with it and as time went on you gave it that personal touch that only you could give. The house was filled with so many happy and loving memories all thanks to you, hopefully if lloyd takes it he will fill it with his own memories.
As you know i had my big 60 birthday but without you i just couldnt celebrate at all and just wanted it over. I know you wouldve had a party and filled it with happyness but its just one of many dates that i will miss without you here. Lesley i promise i shall never forget you, always love you and until i am by your side oncemore always think of you. Wherever you are my love will be with you. Im trying to take a step to have a life and i know you would give your blessing, all i can say is i am trying not only for me but more importantly for our son who i love dearly and i know you do aswell. As soulmates i shall always be with you but your forever in my thoughts, thank you for every single moment we had together xxx
Husband,soulmate,best friend x:
03/07/2020