Hey babe

Been thinking about you today still can’t believe your not here was listening to your voice notes it’s so nice to hear your voice darling ❤️ Everyone misses you so so much we had so many good times with our boys the best infact so glad we got to share them precious memories with you

Until we meet again xxx

Hey my best girl, I’ve missed you this weekend. I always miss you, but I really feel your absence when you ‘should’ be here. I missed you dancing with us last night and I miss celebrating my birthday with you. I hope your looking after me, my birthday wish is sent straight to you. I love you my Sissy A ❤️❤️

Hi my ash, just been speaking to your Luca, he’s doing well and had a lovely Christmas….wishing that today that I could just pick up the phone and ring you…have our little chats and little laughs…miss you soo much Ash it hurts…well I’m on night shift tonight in work so going to have a bite to eat and go….love you soo much and soo wish I could have just 1 more day with you. Night night my little ash pie Ellen. Mum. Xxx

So, who knew our most hated song was the soundtrack for one of our favourite films Maid In Manhattan. As soon as I heard Daniel Bedingfield all the memories of us singing if you're not the one dramatically in the living room came flooding back to me, God we hated it so much, I laughed and cried at the same time. Who knew some of the words from that song would be so relatable right now babe..

Coz I miss you, body and soul so strong today that it takes my breath away,
So much has happened lately that only we would get or people I've bumped into an I've gone to tell you, I hope you can hear me babe when I chatter on to myself hoping you listen, God I miss you so much, my best friend forever my Marley ♥️

Merry Christmas Ash ❤️ Hope you are having a ball up there girl and that you are the best dressed!! I know you are dancing round with a wine in your hand already. Thinking of you today and always Love you Ash pan.
Laura, Daz and blake xxxxx

Hey babe. Merry Christmas

Another crimbo without you girly miss your face and the sound of your voice so much still seems so strange . A little robin keeps sitting on the fence in my garden and as soon as I see it I think of you . We should be having a little Xmas drink now ready for the big day but instead will have to raise a glass up to heaven and cheers you there my darling have a good one babe I’ll pull a cracker for you until we can get together again merry Christmas miss you love always Me and the boys xxxxxx

If I had to leave my house quickly and could only take one thing with me, you know what it would be? The plastic plant that we stole from All Bar One. It’s on my bedside table and I see it every morning, normally as soon as I open my eyes. It makes me smile every morning, I feel like I’m back in that bar again with you. It feels so ‘us’ and all the fun times we had. I miss you so much Ashley, my heart hurts all the time, but especially at Christmas, it’s never gonna be the same without you. I’m never gonna be the same without you. Happy Christmas my best girl, I hope one day we are together again. I love you forever ♥️