Morning beautiful nan . I’ve been to the gym this morning hoping that will make me feel better I’ve set goals for myself and trying to stay positive . I was thinking about you so much last night that I couldn’t sleep I was thinking it has been ages since I spoke to you I would love to speak to you and let you know how much I love you but I know you already now that . Taking grandad to the cinema on Saturday to watch a film that will be nice . I love you so much always missed and forever in our hearts xxx

Afternoon nan . Me and Owen have been on a walk today with Stacey we went all down the canal with ziggy was nice to spend some time with them . I wish I could spend some time with you again all that time we had and it’ still wasn’t enough . Grandad loves his plaque I think he’s got it on the wall . We are gojng to watch a movie this afternoon as Owen is nodding off to sleep . I know you are well rested up there nan that’s what gives me strength to carry on . Miss you endlessly and I will always treasure our wonderful memories love you x

Hello precious.it seems only yesterday you were taken from me, please help me to to come to terms with your being taken from me. It’s still difficult to not see. You or hear the stairlift coming down carrying you down stairs,like I used to say decending from heaven.i wish you would descend from heaven just once, so I can see you what a gift that would be.but until then, I’ll have to be content with the photos I’ve put up. Lisa bought me a lovely plaque about our love for each other. I know we weren’t lovey doves all the time,but our love was still there for us to enjoy. I’ve put the plaque near your resting place, but I’ve got a special place set aside for it in the near future for everyone ca see, and understand.well sweets, I wish I could kiss you good night. But I’ll have settle for kissing your cushion instead.sleep peacefully my soulmate,and I’ll see you when the time comes.give my love to everyone sweetheart.love Jim.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey nan just at mums with grandad they have been watching a movie and I’ve give grandad ur plaque he loves it . It’s so nice.. I have missed our usual Saturdays and I will always miss them just like I miss you . You are the worlds best nan and no one can come close to that how lucky was I to have you as my Nan . I said to Owen today how proud I am that you was my Nan you never moaned about anything and you gave that illness a really good fight and you make me proud even now I tell people what an amazing and strong person you were . Fly High nan. Life’s never the same without you all the love in the world love your granddaughter ❤️

Hey beautiful nan .. I really miss you last night I cried so much and was so gutted you wasn’t here sometimes I just need a cuddle from my Nan I know you would if you could tho . I Had a plaque made for you and grandad it came today so can’t wait to show it him he will love it .. it seems so long ago how since I saw you i am really trying to stay strong but It is so hard and sometimes the feeling is overwhelming and I can’t stop crying . One day I will see you again when my time comes and I will catch up with you and we will get back to how we was . I know you will be so happy in heaven pain free and no doubt nice and warm with all your family . So for now nan I will love you always until that day comes . You were the best and just simply irreplaceable love you 😍 xxxx

Well I hope your enjoying your time in heaven nan I know you will be we love you so
Much down here and we miss you a lot but we know your at peace now . Grandad came round last night gave him some cake to take home with him . Wish you could come around and see the house now more jobs are getting done . Grandad is taking me food shopping later I’m keeping him busy don’t worry love you nan ❤️

Goodnight nan grandad has been up tonight we have been talking about you and smiling about our times together . You are so perfect and made such a difference to everyone’s life and I had you as my Nan and that makes me so proud . Last night was so hard to celebrate without you me and Owen walked home to get some fresh air and I just looked up at the sky and thought I really would give anything to see you again . Today had been another Down day but tomorrow is a new day and I’m going back to the gym so that will help me I love you so much always in my heart xxx

Hello gorgeous.how will I get through the rest of my life without you.its the start of another year but you won’t be there, what am I going to do. I’ve struggled through the last thirteen weeks without you.how am I going to manage.we went to Karen’s on New Year’s Eve ,and after midnight I went up their garden to be close to you ,and Paul came up and tried to put me right,it helped a bit .i won’t rest until I can convince myself that I did enough to help you when you’re illness was at its worst.you were so brave ,and I felt at a loss how to make it easier for you.that last Saturday,when you told me it to come on the Sunday ,and have a day off. If only I had known that Sunday would be your last day, l could have done something more to help you.so if I let you down in anyway ,iam so terribly sorry, and forgive me my inadequateness in not doing more to ease your pain. Forgive me sweetheart. I still love so much . Sleep peacefully safe in the arms of god.good night. Angel . All my love. Jim xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxXxxxxx