Well nan it’s Christmas Eve and the Christmas spirit hasn’t come yet don’t think it will now . I literally can’t accept your not here for Christmas that makes me so sad I love you . And you will be missed so much tomorrow and for the rest of our lives . Merry Christmas angel fly high forever . Always in our hearts ♥️

Hi sweets,went out with Leo today, we visited Stan and Geoff Redfern, they were all saying how much they were looking forward to Christmas. I wish I could say the same,but I can’t, because you won’t be there, and never will. Our family will be there, thank God and I suppose they will have their thoughts to contend with. Anyway I have nothing left to think about you I thought I saw you in a dream last night but it was jumbled and so I couldn’t be sure, so let me see you clearly and I will treasure it for ever. Sleep soundly sweetheart and I will see you one day. My everlasting sweetheart.love you forever. JIM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Morning nan well had one of the worst nights in a while last night couldn’t stop the tears just heartbreaking to think you are not with us Christmas Day still doesn’t seem real . Going to try and have a better day today got to go food shopping later nothing fun I had w memory come up today of us playing about on your stair lift . Made me smile I love you always nan hope your having the best party up there ❤️ I miss you dearly love Lisa x

Good morning my beautiful angel of a nan. This time of year is so hard without you all the Christmas songs everywhere it just doesn’t feel right this year. Me and mum
Had a bad day yesterday we all just miss you terribly you mean so much to everyone . Last Christmas was one of the best you was well and you was able to do everything we did loads of photos and memories of it. So glad I have them imbedded in my head. Keep shining nan I love you forever ❤️

Hey nan I’ve been to costa with grandad today we did a toast to you in there just on my way to see grandad again now with mum .: your always in my thoughts never ever forget our times together . I love you forever and always. X