It's been a dreadful year Carol without you to share things and thoughts with. I'm going to try very hard in 2021 to bring the joy back into our lives. I'll never stop loving and missing you but I'll strive to give mum and myself a happy life. Happy New Year I love you Sandy xx

One year has passed but it doesn't get any easier mum, miss you every day x

365 days since the worse night of my life. The only thing getting me through life without you is that I know Dad is looking after you and that you are looking after Rowena and Christopher - you must be very proud of Kev and the kids they have been extremely brave and taking care of each other. Your grandchildren Autumn & Freddie are gorgeous. Mum loves and misses you immensely but we are looking out for each other. Love you always, Carol xxx Sandy

Remember Ca when I told you I couldn't live a day without you - well believe it or not I have managed to live for 10 months - this is the first time I have visited you here as I couldn't bring myself to come but my senses are coming alive again and I thought it was time. I promised I would think of you every day of my life and love you until I die - you know me Blondie - I'm a woman of my word. I love you and always will. Sandy xxx

Happy Mother's Day mum. Thinking of you xxx