There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you granda, infact I visit this page quite often to see you. I've got the wallet I bought you and was surprised to find I kept your eulogy I wrote in it a few weeks ago, I hadn't realised I put it in there. I got a Saint Michael necklace to wear, it's a simple reminder that you're always with me. I realised the other day that it is almost 2 years since you left us, I can't believe that, sometimes I still turn to look in your bedroom when I go upstairs in yours, because when you were there I would always look round to check on you. Sometimes I even catch a wiff of your smell and trick myself into thinking you are still there. I'm almost finished my sleeve of tattoos for you, I know you never wanted me to get any but I wanted to have you with me on the days I need you more than ever, today has been one of those days. I have been taking driving lessons, I passed my theory first time and I'm waiting to do my practical (I've failed twice but 3rd time lucky). Frazer misses you too, sometimes we talk about our memories of Sunday nights when we would come over and spend time with you when gran was working, I'm glad you got to meet eachother, he's my Forever and Always. I see you in my dreams sometimes and I sometimes wake up crying at the realisation that it was just that, a dream but I know that we will see eachother again one day. I miss you more than any words could describe and I love you always. Lol Gdad xxx
Mary Barton :
23/02/2022
