I wish I could just see you now, even to hear you moaning about the leaves on the drive and the pigeons in the trees, would be heaven for me. I couldn't kiss or even cuddle you properly since March cos of Corona.
I'm missing you so badly. I try not to show it and I can't even say the word "Nana" in front of Jonny anymore. When I'm talking about you, I have to spell the letters out, else he goes mad jumping on me, barking and kissing me, at the mention of your name. I know that would make you smile lol and it's one of my last memories of you with him, when he was kissing you on the Sunday before you left us.
He loved you as much as you loved him. I can still smell you on your knitting bag and you are in my dreams most nights. Love and miss you mum and I hope I will see you again one day xxx
Clare xxx:
15/11/2020