Happy heavenly mothers day for yesterday mam .sorry its late .love and miss you so much .Hope you like your flowers You were spoilt again .But you deserve it .love you so much .miss you always my bestfriend .xxxxxxxxxx❤🌹

Well mam we have just gone into 2023.Start of another year without you. we have sat with John in your house to see the new year in. Give your photo a kiss and wished you happy new year. Not the new years we used to have. A quiet one tonight Lynne's at work tomorrow so couldn't come up. jJoanne is ill so couldn't come up. But just a quiet one with John. I hope you and dad are having a big party up their with all the family. Dad always knew how to throw a party. I hope 2023 is a better year. Going to be hard without you as life is not the same. Another three great-grandchildren on their way 21 great-granchildren. What a legacy. Happy new year. love and miss you always xxxxxxxxxxxx

Mam another christmas here again .Cannot believe this is the third one .The first one you were only gone for four weeks .Christmas are never the same .Your house was where we all meet .Still got your presents for john and his turkey is cooking now for him .He is spoilt .We are coming up with your flowers tomorrow .Wish we were giving you presents instead .My heart breaks .Im dreading christmas morning coming to your house and your not there .Yea they will be tears .I sit and think of all the christmas we had and you and dad always made them special .we always got what we wanted.Even tho yous did not have much money .Going up to bed with our pillow cases on christmas eve All
very very happy memories .And after dad passed away you still made sure we had happy christmas .I want to thank you you and dad for all those beautiful memories .I hope you both have a lovely christmas up there .I know you will be down to see us all .I love you with all my heart mam and miss you soso much .merry christmas give dad a kiss from me ❤💙xxxxxxx

This time two years ago we were told you had days left to live .Our whole worlds just fell apart .We phoned all the family and they came to see you .One of the hardest part was seeing the grandchildren upset .They all said there goodbyes incase it was your last night .Was heartbreaking .You managed to stay with us then the next day 26th nov we were told it was imminent.All the family came ann and margaret came and talked about your child hoods .Broke my heart knowing they were saying goodbye to you .17.33 You took your last breath with all your family around you .My heart broke into a million pieces. And two years on its still the same .That night i lost my mam ,my best friend .and life never been the same .I cannot believe i have not seen you in two years .Seems like yesterday .I miss you so so much mam .Life goes on it has too and you would want us to be happy .But i cannot be happy as your not here My heart sinks when i i think of you which is all atime .Every where i go seems to be reminders .even work .But i have two beautiful grandkids who put a smile on my face .connor,chloe,elise make me proud and i know you will be proud of them .Tomorrow is going to be very hard but the family are all meeting at your house .Set balloons off. I know you will be there with us .I love and miss you so much mam .Thank you for being the most beautiful loving,caring,perfect mam and bestfriend and second mam to connor chloe elise .Always in my heart and mind.love you ❤❤❤❤❤❤xxxxxxxx

Happy heavenly 80th birthday mam .It has been a hard a hard day today as you should be celebrating down here with us. We have been up to the cemetery with your flowers and you have been spoilt .They all look beautiful .I know you would love them and be proud .I have been thinking of your last birthday with us when we had the surprise for you with a party. Your little face .Im just so pleased we done it .Not knowing it would be our last with you .I know dad and all the family will be doing it special up there for you .Your such a big big miss mam .my heart breaks every single minute of every day.There is a big hole now as a big piece went when you left .The queen has passed away .Our queen passed away our mam The rock of the family. My best friend .A daughter always needs her mam and as you getter older that doesn't change .I will need you always .I hope you are having a great party up there mam .You deserve too and hope your dancing with dad and having a few bacardis .Love you so so much mam Happy birthday ❤❤❤❤xxxxxxxxxx

18 months since i last seen your beautiful face ,heard your voice and i carn't believe it. I miss you so much .Life goes on everyday but its not the same mam .People still say its gets easier but it still isnt .you try and hide the pain and get on with it .Its the little things like going to asda and seeing all the things i used to write on your shopping list .Ibroke down crying in their the other week .Poor andy didnt know where to put his face .I honestly dont think ill ever be the same .Even going to see andys mam now little things with her now remind me of you .She has her polos like you did .lying in her bed reminded me of you .When we left i says to andy she reminds me of mam and started crying .Its all the little things .I just miss you mam .Istill kiss your photo everynight and say goodnight .still carnt get used of you not been at yours when i walk in .Your always in my mind. You were my best friend and always be my best friend .Grief is awful .Iknow everyone has to go through it at some point but its so hard and life changing.Its hard getting used to the life we have now with you not here as you were our life .Love you so much mam and miss you forever .always in my heart and mind .❤❤❤❤❤❤❤xxxxxxxxxx

Happy mothers day mam .sorry its nearly over but iv been up to see you with your flowers .once again you were spoilt but you deserve it .iwent to see jorgie and harry .chloe and katelyn took me and joanne out yesterday like they did two year ago .was a lovley day .I suffered this morning .Been a hard day again you not been here .but like i said before everyday is .A white feather dropped down when we were up visiting you .We looked up and no birds went over .Ameila kept the feather .Would like to think it was you with us .I love and miss you so much mam .Hope you celebrated mothers day up there .We probably be getting wrong off you .you will be saying the flowers are beautiful but yous shouldn't of wasted your money . I can hear you saying it .But it's the only way we can spoil you now .I was sitting up the cemetery reading what the family had put on facebook to you .Like i always used to .You are so loved and missed by so many mam .That's because you were the best mam grandma and great grandma We all love and miss you so much ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Eee mam .I wish you were here .so many things i want to talk to you about .This year has been horrible so far .I miss coming and chatting with you so much .It's mothers day next week and I'm dreading it .chloe and katelyn is taking us out on the saturday I'm looking forward to that .Then the sunday mothers day .Iused to look forward to that day but not now your not here.It'jorgie second birthday next month its flown by and Harry is crawling all over .I haven't seen him doing it yet but apparently he' everywhere .John is 50 next month.He's looking forward to it .There's a few celebrations this year .Just wish you were here to celebrate with us .your's and dad's 80th this year too .Dad will be having a party up there for you's .They say you can always talk to your best friend .If your feeling down talk to your best friend just a chat chat to your best friend i carn't do that anymore because your not here .I talk to you still just wish you could talk back .miss you so much mam .love you always ❤xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well mam just thought id leave you another message .just hope you can see what iwrite .1year and 9 weeks since you gained your angel wings .and yes im counting cause each day feels the same as it did then .theres so much happend in that year and imiss so much chatting to you about it .even joanne is staring work with us .we never of thought that would we .imiss our chats so so much .ifeel that icarnt talk to people like i talked to you .we were proper little gossips .jorgie and harry proper little characters .there so beautiful .you would of loved them and ijust wish you had of been here to meet harry .so would of been so proud of his name after your dad .just so much iwant to tell you .even abouut work .everyday you used to ask .iused to tell you and moan .but you used to listen like you always did .you were the best mam ever im so proud to be your daughter .always worried about us all .and you still will up there .i love you so much mam .ijust wish you were here .imiss my best friend so much .your always in my mind and heart. Love you mam .hope your happy upthere .you went through so much the past couple of years .but always put us first .now ihope your putting yourself first and painfree .love you mam always .give dad akiss from me .hope hes looking after you ❤💙xxxxxxxxxxxxxx