Merry Christmas in heaven alan bit late I know but it’s been hectic with the bairns I miss you every day and wish things were different and we weren’t visiting you at your resting place at Christmas or anytime for that matter you have left a huge hole in our lives and when I say life will never be the same without you in it I mean it won’t ever we can all get on with it as best we can but deep down we know not having you here has changed all our lives for ever I really hope you have found piece up there Alan and nana is looking after to you till we meet again R.I.P my beautiful brother xxx

Miss you every day Alan and as it gets closer to Christmas it becomes harder second one without you here and I know how much you loved Christmas love you so much until we meet again R.I.P my angel my beautiful brother xxx