Hey dad
Missing you
Hope you helping nana I know there be plenty there to help and greet her,
Hope you all have a nice time meeting up
It’s so sad for us you all leave us
But as we all go next door
We can always hope there is the special people waiting with a cup of tea,
To guide us to that sunny side of what we all hope for,
I hope nana is smiling now
Keep your eye on each other
All is ok the garden is taking some digging
The flowers are on there way up ,
Stay close
Love to you
Love to a extra special nana
Lots of love
Lots of hugs
Bye for now
Nikki 🌷🌷🌷🌷

Missing you dad
Why does life have a short path
Nothing lives forever
Is what they say 🌷
What is forever
Where is it
Our tree of life
Is loosing its leaves
Will the roots stay firm
To right they will
They will
Blossom
Year in and year out
For that is why we have some of our family tree
And you being a big strong root planted deep deep deep
In us
🌳

Dad
Why ? How? When?
Why you ?
How did it get to this ?
When does it get easier ?

I know you know I think
If you can change the what ifs to a it’s ok please
I still don’t know how to say or ask
How stupid
Just try if you can
Do
A magic trick
Pop to Aldi lol
As I would say
Could you just try your best ,
Please ,
I love you
I miss you
I’m pusssed off at you
Because I miss you
🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

Hey dad
Wish you were here
I need you to say stop being stupid
Nik
I Cant' even think of the words you would say to
Me 🥲
Over the years you would come out with so many
But at this minute I’m so petrified scared panicky
And I don’t know why
I just cannot get a grip
Can you shout or tell me
Literally cannot even explain it
Other than something don’t feel right
I know it’s in me
It’s just crept up it’s lurking there
Strange feels like it’s got half of me
Crackers again 🥹
Don’t know
Mom said about you saying about loo roll
Yep u made sure u had enough for 3 years of stock piling ,
And vegetable soup obviously you know she not eating very much and definitely no veg ,
She has enjoyed some sweets the last week
So think she taking over your roll there ,
So pussed off with everything
Why you
Why did they miss things
Why leave you to go through all that
Nothing makes any sense
Why do we have s##t and s##t all the time
It’s such a S##tlife
Long for you always Nikki ❤️🌷🌷🌷❤️

Well dad it’s a year today we laid you to rest ,
Probably the worst second day of you leaving us
People say after this day you can move forward,
Well everyone is different
So another anniversary 365 days since we said goodbye again 🥲
The sun was shining
To us that seems to make us of felt you were ok
You had a lovely day
Lots of your lovely friends
Sad but loved
Hope you're ok
Love you
Miss you
Nikki ❤️⭐️🌞🌷

Oh dad
Feel heartbroken today 💔
Missing you so much
A lot today 🌷🌷🌷⭐️
My world 🌎
Feels a little empty with out you today
Love you
Nikki 💔