Into another year uncle H where is the time going 🥹. If only you knew the amount this has affected your family you leaving. I think of you every single day along with others from Alnwick you no doubt will be sitting having a right crack with. It’s just so sad 😞 love you dearly H. Give my love to nannie. X❣️

First birthday without has been hard dad,had a drink for you though,😔think about you constantly and miss you unreal amounts.love you so much ❤

Well Jay has just had his birthday yesterday, first one without you 😔and mine is approaching and I'm dreading it ,no happy birthday singing off you this year for me for the first time 😔will treasure the last birthday txt you sent me ❤think of you every single minute of the day every day and miss you by the minute, just know its gona be this way forever now 😔thankful for all the memories and photos I have of you to cherish since its all I have now. Love you so much dad,❤

Well the first Christmas without you has been and gone and it was just as bad as I thought it would be,just isn't the same without you here adding Christmas sparkle and cheer 😔you made Xmas what it used to be dad and the Xmas eve party without you was just horrible.we all went to your house still tho because its what you would of wanted but you could see in everyone's faves how much of a miss you are.Tried and failed to try be happy at Xmas but a know that's not what you would of wanted,can here you now saying smile child. I got the feather you left on floor tho on Xmas eve so a know you were there with us.love you so much dad always and forever xxxx

Christmas Eve just wasn’t the same the day I had dreaded since the day you left. I eventually got to your home Christmas Eve, I think the sign of the photo you sent helped me decide. Then Maggie coming out and smiling shouting you’re here made me know I made the right decision.
The spark is just not there now on that day 🥺.
The tears that’s falling is just unreal 💔 You would have loved the added extra Martin family that was there your great nephew and your second grandson made me cry as it was like looking at you uncle H he’s your image.
I think about you every day. Im sorry I can not visit your resting place at the minute. I know you are really about us all leaving signs with nannie so I find comfort in that. Just wish it was in real life. Maggie is still coming and keeping me right I get more cuddles now than arguments so you would be proud of that. You would cry at how much she’s grown into a young lady.
Hope you get together with sez and Jon and put the world to rights.
Miss you so much and lovely you dearly ❣️
The oldest and the first nice claire Xx

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