Hi my lovely boy miss you sooo muchxxxxx

My hubby, 1 year today on the 15th july i stood by you, telling you we will always be together forever, how much i miss you, how much i love you so much, every day i talk to you, how much i miss and love you so much, i will never be the same without you, life its self is so hard with out you, we will never say goodbye to each other we will still say see you later my hubby and you say see you later Mrs H, the tears and pain every day wont stop, i look at the sky saying you better be giving your banter out and them crazy jokes, i miss you so much i want you home shouting when you come through the door Mrs H im home, i want that back so much, im lost so lost without you, i still say why you, its not fair, why you,
I love and miss you so much,
Always together forever
Mrs H
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Steve I cant belive a whole year has gone by, I really miss you bro miss our talks on our way home from work and sorting out the world (according to Paul and Steve )
The garden is all but finish now mate we will hold a BBQ in your name as you were suppose to be with us. Think I am going to name the bar Steve's place so we can always have a chat and a beer
Rest easy cuz x

My hubby
I hope you are okk, and behaving with your smile and grin, I wonder how many jokes you have done to many I guess lol, life is so hard and strange without you here, I know you are watching sitting down with your feet crossed and arms crossed, I'm so sorry to say but I'm broken without you, you say be strong, it's very hard, a year today talking to the doctor and nurse in the hospital, I want you back here I don't want you to have your Angel wings yet I know you tried your hardest not to go to sleep but you was very tired, I want to scream so much but something is stopping me to do that, I still ask the question why, although I know the answer, got you a bottle of beer for you it will be opened for you later, I miss you so much it hurts, I love you so much from my heart and soul, I want you here doing my head in, talking rubbish then you say are you listening Mrs H I say yes then smile as you know I was not and you laugh saying the name which I can not put lol, life does not on, life just passes you by as your not here, we will always be be together for ever my hubby.
I love you so much
I miss you so much
Mrs H
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Hi there Steve,you know its hard to believe its twelve months to the day since we heard you say John Boy , hello ma . It was 6.30pmWednesday,8th June 2022 .As always you were full of things you got to do. Little did we dream of what was soon to follow.The words so shocking that felt like a hammer blow.Steve is at Derby Royal , he has had a cardiac arrest .You'd fallen asleep. A slumber so deep.Its so hard ,so very hard to take knowing that you'd never wake .knowing we'll never see youhear you. No more hugs not even a hand shake. Your missed so much each and every day. In our thoughts in what we say . Hopefully we will meet again.Our dreams to fullfil As you always finished your calls by saying YOU SURE WILL .to our loving son ,Steve loved always never forgotten . Xxxx

It will be twelve months soon Steve, oh how we miss you, your voice your phone calls, everything about you. We love you till we meet again mom and dad xxxxx