People say be happy for the short amount of time we had with you. But I struggle selfishly I want more than 9 years to be your daughter. I finally got a dad who loved me and treated me amazing and I only got him for 9 years. I'm broken I want to see your tattoos, big smile and large egg head.
As for octavia while I was pregnant I wasn't sure if you should have been called grandad due to not being blood but seeing your face when you seen her on the scan and then picking us up from the hospital then you carrying her out for me. Never seen a papa so proud and you taught me family isn't blood it's love.
And the love we all have for you Steve we cannot express with words. I miss you Steve we all do. We all love you so much.