The obituary notice of Jacqueline HARRIS

Mam, well its 07/04/2020, its Tuesday evening and I cant stop thinking of you tonight, I miss you with all my heart mam. With everything that we have going on in the world I'm so thankful that you are in a better place right now. Things have been so hard here for the past couple of weeks, there has been an outbreak of a virus and we are all on lock down. Bet ur looking down on us making sure that we are staying safe through this nightmare xxxx

Nothing has been since the day you had to leave us, they say time is a healer..... well I don't know who made that up as it doesn't get any easier. It has been 1 year and 5 months nearly and the pain is still as bad as that moment when we comforted you whilst taking your last breath. The more time goes by the worse the pain gets, knowing you are missing our children grown up into the people they is heart breaking but I know you are there every step of our day watching the children and us and more importantly daddy. Don't you worry about daddy, he is ok we are looking after him and making sure he is safe at the moment, he's driving himself nuts being stuck in the house at the min but it's just to make sure he's safe so we don't have any more heartache xx I can imagine if you were here being stuck with him in the house you'd both be tearing your hair out lol you'd be both getting on each other's nerves but unfortunately you are in a different place now xxxx

I just wanted to send you a message to let you know that you are always in my heart and in everything I do each day and always mam xxxx

I cant wait to see you again mam, to be able to hold you close and give you the biggest cwtch ever, I long for that day mam xxxxx sleep tight my beautiful angel xx I love and miss you with all my heart forever and always MAM XXX

Love and miss you forever Vicky xxxxx

To my beautiful angel in the sky xx words can't describe how I am feeling to have to face each day without you xx you were my rock, the one who was always there to guide me through my darkest days but now I have to face them without you. No words can describe how empty I am inside since I had to say goodbye to you x I really don't know how I am suppose to carry on. My heart is breaking every single second of everyday I love and miss you so much xx You were the one that always kept everything together the one that made everything ok xx i am so sorry I couldn't save you mam i would have given my own life to save you you were my world my hero my everything. I am so lost without you.i wish I could bring you back just to hold you and tell you how proud I am of you i just wish I could here your voice again. To be able to have a little dance around the living room again and to have our little sing songs in the evening again would mean the world to me. It's so hard not seeing your name come up on my phone again or when I'm watching tv not ringing you to say "did you see that" the littlest things are what i miss the most. Calling over for a cuppa with you and moaning to you about crap ..... i miss you so much xx I just wish this pain and heartache I have inside would ease.
Your out of pain now no mpre suffering that i am thankful for as it was heart wrenching to see you like that. I just wish i had a cure and i could have saved you so you could have stayed with us where you belong.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, talk to you and cry for you and that will remain forever xxx
This isn't goodbye , it's see you later xx untill i get to the other side to be with you again I love and miss you so much mam my beautiful angel in the sky xx xx love you always and forever Vicky xxxx mwah xxxx

Thinking of you all vicky at this sad time Keep strong Hun love always Pamela and Shimi (Guildhall ) xxxx

Mam it’s been a week since you left us, it already seems a lifetime. We miss you so so much. It’s really hard without you. We are doing the best we can, and don’t you worry we will look after Dad. Love and miss you, always and forever ❤️ Gemma, Stephen, Caitlin and Jayden xxxxxxxxx
You will never be forgotten