Is this all a bad dream that I can’t wake up from, is this real ? My mum and Dad gone from this world forever , I have never been so hurt, so heartbroken, my head my heart feels like they will explode, I have to try and stop thinking of you both , it’s the only way to ease the hurt, the pain, the anguish, the heartache I feel and I panic when the reality hits me that you’re gone ! This will be the making of you, you will come into your own now ? Those were your words when I had my head in your lap, I tried to stay strong throughout and it was the only time I broke down in front of you- I understand your words now mum, now for the first time I’ve got to do it all alone, I haven’t got you and dad to fall back on to help me- now I’ve got to grow up and be a man for the first time in my life ! Now it’s time for me to take care of my family- just like you and dad did right up until you died! Thankyou for the amazing childhood you gave us, the memories and love you gave us was enough to last two lifetimes , your legacy lives on through us and your Grandkids, we will always treasure you and love you . You said that you would visit me mum, I’m still waiting- only then will I be at peace, only then can I rest ! All our love, Mark, Mand,Grace, and George 🥲🥲
Mark Boulton :
13/02/2022