I really do not know how I am dragging myself through each day here without you. The pain is unbearable, you are the love of my life and my best friend. We would talk for hours and hours on end and still have something else to talk about lol. It was a miracle if we managed to watch a whole film as we would always be pausing it to have a chat lol. I miss your smile, I miss holding your hand, I miss your voice and I miss every single little thing about you. You are my world Ants. This world is a lot less bright and a lot more colder since you left. You were too good for this world and you gained your wings too early. Right from the start you would call me your Star Angel, but I think your the one is was the Angel. You came in to my life and filled it with so much happiness, love, laughs and smiles, you made me glow and we were both looking forward to our future. Your dad said some lovely things about me in his reading. And that makes me know how happy I made you. Also as happy as you made me. I miss you beyond words Ants and I know the pets do too. The boys are loving their salad as normal and being a pair of menaces as usual lol. We all miss you. I am just dragging myself through each day until you come back and get me. Remember, we always said forever and ever.... Forever meaning in this life and ever meaning in the next life too. You are my world, my best friend, my forever person, my soulmate, my happiness, my smile, you are the butterflies in my belly, you were the reason I was looking forward to the future. I miss you every second of everyday. I miss your morning wake up calls, I miss you telling the boys off for always squabbling. I miss everything but most of all I miss YOU. I will live for you until you come back and get me. But please don’t keep me waiting too long as missing you is excruciating. I love you my little Bee. You are so precious
Daina :
16/01/2021
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