Hi Abs,
You really made my life better. And I wish more than anything we could have been okay before you passed. People say there isn’t a day that goes by where they don’t think of someone who has passed and I often think surely you don’t think of them everyday. But with you I think of you everyday and maybe a lot of that is guilt, however your everywhere look. Each red car on the road that looks like yours I look for the sun roof on the top as I remember you always saying that yours was the newer car and not many had a sunroof like yours. Or when I’m shopping, looking for clothes, and all I ever see is the shackets you used to wear. You really are everywhere I go and everything I see.
I miss you, and I hope when it’s my time. Whenever that may be, I hope we meet again and the past can be put in the past. I’ll miss you forever and always suffocate in the guilt of how I never reached out to make up with you when out of all the people in my life. You were the truest. I hope you look after your family always and I hope somewhere in your heart you have found forgiveness for me. You were one of a kind. A gentle soul.
Stephanie:
22/02/2024