NEARLY A YEAR DAD YET I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE,HOPE THERE IS A HEAVEN,SO YOU CAN REALY SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON DOWN HERE.GOT TO THE BOTTOM O SOPHIE SHE WAS SECTIONED AGAIN DUE TO PANDAS SYNDROME,SHES REALY ILL DAD,HOPE THERE IS A HEAVEN BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE FOR HER.WISH YOU WERE HERE ,YOU SUPPORTED ME THROUGH THE 1ST 2 YEARS,THIS TIME ITS BEEN HORRENDOUS,SOPHIE DOESNT DESERVE THIS.YOU WOULD HAVE WENT CRAZY.IM NEARLY CRAZY FIGHTING TO GET HER MEDICALY TREATED AND BEEN MADE TO LOOK A FOOL,I MISS YOU SO MUCH,WISH I COULD HAVE SAID GOODBYE,BACK IN TOUCH WITH CARLY ,ALTHOUGH DONT THINK IT WILL WORK.FEEL SO LONELY ITS HARD GOING THROUGH THIS WITH NO FAMILY TO SUPPORT ME,YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE,EVERYTIME WE GOT BAD NEWS,EVERY TIME SOPHIE WAS IN HOSPITAL,YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND MADE ME FEEL SAFE.I WISH YOU WERE HER DAD.I WISH YOU HAD A GRAVE I COULD VISIT TALK TO YOU.I WOULD HAVE MADE IT BEAUTIFUL,FAIRY LIGHTS ETC IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE BRAWEST GRAVE IN THE CEMETRY,FOR EVERYTHING YOU DONE FOR ME ALONE,YOU DIDNT DESERVE TO DIE IN PAIN OR YOUNG.IVE GOT JAMES AND HES EXACTLY LIKE YOU,NEVER TALKS UNLESS HES POINTING OUT MY FLAWS,NEVER PRAISES JUST WHAT IVE DONE WRONG,BUT HE LOOKS AFTER US YOU WOULD HAVE GOT ON GREAT WITH HIM,UZ COULD HAVE CUT GRASS TOGETHER.SOPHIE MISSES YOU,AND WORE YOUR LEATHER WAISTCOAT TILL IT GOT STLOLEN FROM FVRH.XMAS IS COMING BUT IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.YOU WERE A REAL MAN,BEST DAD IN THE WORLD. WISH I COULD HAVE MADE YOU PROUD.LOVE FOREVER LYNN XXXXXXXXXXX
LYNN McGUIRE:
15/11/2019
