Hiya Thomas, its 4am, i can't sleep, there's a lot going through my mind. Wishing you were here cos I no you would never leave my side. I no you would always be here to talk to. Its funny how to a group of people, you never existed, they never new you, they never met you. But you no what that's OK. You & me forever. Think about you everyday, miss you always, love you forever mum xxxx 😘💙

It's a special day today Thomas, 28th May 1992. I should be spending it with someone and you. I have tried but get no reply. I will put a smile on my face and pretend everything is OK. Its hard. Stay by my side always. Think about you everyday, miss you always love you forever mum xxxx 😘💙

Thomas, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to move forward. I am trying, but its not going well. I wish you were here so you can tell me what to do, how to do it an just be there. I know you would help me get through this horrible time. I know I wouldn't feel alone if you were here. I hear your voice in my head, I just wish I could hear it properly. I put a smile on my face, an pretend everything is OK. Once I get home it's a different story. It's not a nice place to be, it's empty. I love & miss you Thomas, more than any words can ever say Mum xxxx💙😘💙

Heartbroken & alone. I don't no how to move forward. I don't no how to deal with anything. I don't no what to do. I wish you were here, so I could talk to you. Please Thomas, help me through this. I love you Thomas, miss you everyday. mum xxxx💙😘💙

Please come to me Thomas, let me know you're there. Feeling this way, gets harder every day. Speak to your dad for me, let him know you're there, send him a message for me, let him know I care. Stay by my side, every single day, cos finding the strength to continue, gets harder day by day. I love and miss you Thomas mum xxxx😘💙