Skye where do I begin. I’m completely broken 💔 Your never prepared for anything like this. When I seen it I didn’t think it was true. To find out on social media 5 days after; that my bestfriend has passed away I didn’t believe it, I wouldn’t let myself believe it. I broke down in tears and I cried for hours. Everyday since you’ve gone I look up at the skye and it almost feels like ur there. U were so beautiful u had the biggest most contagious smile, the warmest and kindest heart and a beautiful innocent face. U have fought for so long and been through so much it just got too much for u. I wished I could of been there to save u, I wish I could of done more. Everyday I blame myself because I should of done more. When I found u that time I gave u another chance at life. U sat there begging me to let u go but I couldn’t, I couldn’t let u go knowing u have a mum a sister a dad a step mum and a little brother who all love u so much and are completely and utter broken. I gave u more time but unfortunately In that time u we’re just in pain and I’m sorry for that, but I wasn’t ready for u to go either I was never going to be ready because our bond, our friendship it was special. I can’t accept that ur gone, I can’t accept il never see u again or hear ur voice again. U always wondered what heaven would look like, and how u imagined it to be, all you’ve wanted is to be at peace, not to be in pain but I wish u could of felt that way when u was still here but unfortunately u didn’t see a life like that being here and that breaks me. Words can’t describe how much I miss u 😭💔 I love you so much skye, I’m gonna I always will. I’m gonna do this now for the both of us!!
Sleep tight my beautiful angel 👼🏻
Abbie Sawbridge:
04/08/2022