The obituary notice of ADAM DEAN ELSTOB

I woke this morning with such a knot in my stomach I feel as though I will be sick, a knot that has been getting tighter each day for weeks, This day devours me, like some kind of invisible cloak of heavy overwhelming sadness that bites to the very core, Nothing I do can prepare me for this day, believe me Adam I have tried so hard, I miss you, You should be calling me making plans for Christmas for your own kid's, hearing your voice say merry Christmas mam, I love you would be the greatest gift ever, To hug and give you a kiss is just in my dreams, One day I will hold you tight once more Son and until then, I love you.
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I wish you were here today
even for just a little while
so I could say Happy Birthday "son"
and see your beautiful smile.

The only gifts today will be
the gifts you left behind;
The laughter, joy and happiness...
precious memories...the best kind.

Today I'll do my very best
to try and find a happy place...
struggling to hide my heavy heart
and the tears on my face.

I'll sit quietly and look at your picture
thinking of you with love;
hoping you're doing ok
in Heaven up above.

May the Angels hold you close and
sing you a happy song...
and I'll be sending wishes to you
today and all year long.

I hope Uncle John and Aunty Michelle are throwing you the biggest party up there my beautiful boy xxx

Aunty's Jan xxxx

Forever in my thoughts, miss you everyday xxx