I poem for my dad i wish i got up and said on the day. I had to write this from the heart and it hurts alot.
What hurts the most
I loved you so,
but i did not know how to show,
How much i loved you
Now its to late to say
I hate the way
I knew your state
But i just stayed away
I wish i could turn back time
I just hope you are watching, and see how much im crying,
I love you so much now my heart feels alone
No matter how many people tell me so
I will forever be sorry
I will forever be hurt
I will forever be thankful for the time that we spent
It might have been short
And 47 was way too young to go,
How was i to know,
With this happening how low id go
Not once did i want you,
But i always needed you,
I was always trying to reach out,
Im just trying to recount
The way that i felt
It was anger but i didnt realise
It wasnt aimed at you,
I blamed you for alot even though you tried,
I feel so disappointed that my,
Son didnt have his grandad by his side,
The day he was born i needed you i still do,
How do i breath, when i cant even see through
All of this missed in my view,
Im missing without you,
I feel reality isnt true,
Why does this world have to be so cruel,
Why do us people have to be evil,
If there's a god why did he take you,
If theres a heaven please break through,
I just need a message to know that your peaceful,
I wont rest until i make you proud,
I wont rest until i make a sound,
And change this reality for better or worse,
I feel my lifes riding in a hearst,
In life and death ill always be cursed,
How am i meant to cope,
With this preasure in my head,
This aching in my heart,
Why do i feel so torn apart,
Theres so much i hate i wish i could change,
I love you dad untill we meet again. 💔💔😭😭
Daniel Batchelor
01/03/2020
