The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

MY MUM

You held my hand, when I was small, and you caught me when I fell

You're the hero of my childhood and my later years, you always put your children first, and say that what mums are for.

Everyday I think of you and my heart fills with pride, even though I will always miss you, I know that your be by my side, in laughter and in sorrow, in sunshine and through the rain.

I feel you watching over me and my family everyday.

Sometimes there are no need for words as I have that feeling in my heart you're there - my guardian Angel.

You may be in Heaven but our hearts are still connected, living life without you is the hardest thing to do.

Take care my darling mum, love and miss you so much


LOVE YOU

TRACY

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TO MY MUM IN HEAVEN

I still talk to you every day, even though your no longer here and live in heaven with the angles

I miss you so much, It hurts everyday, all I want sometimes is to have a hug from you, you always made everything fee right.

Some days, I smile when I remember you, and other days, the pain of missing you feels the same as the day you left.

A part of my heart went with you that day to heaven, and mum no matter how much we are apart, that part of my heart will always belong to you.

I love and miss you , and one day when the time is right we sit again and be mother and daughter and just best friends.


love you angel


TRACY

MY DARLING

Hello Darling, all is okay, but I still miss you so much during the day, I feel you around me and at night I dream of you.

I wish I could have a miracle and have you back with me as loving you was my life, you gave me everything, your love, a home a family and every moment with you was so wonderful, but darling my memories of you are my life now and the photos of you keep you close to me.

Many years ago my heart missed a beat when I saw you and from that day on my darling I have followed my heart and it has never changed darling.

I love you today as much as on that first day and every day was special and every moment was precious.

I could never imagine my life without you. you was my first love, my only love and always will be my one true love - forever in my heart.

To love you darling was the greatest thing I did in my whole life and now you are an angel my darling my love for you is still the same and it will never end.

When I see you again I will shower you with love and never stop, their is only one love darling and that is real love when two people put all their heart and soul into the one person who stole their heart and promise to love the forever.

I took that promise darling and I will never stop loving you and wanting you in my life and stay with me on a journey till the end of time.

Darling I will say good night and god bless, take care and be safe and my love will always be with you to keep you warm.

My everlasting love my beautiful wife


KEN

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LIVING WITHOUT MY MUM

The world is so different without you mum, some times it feels a little colder without you.

There are days when I wish I could tell you about my day, the ups and downs , and just to hear your voice, and feel the comfort of knowing that you always cared.

Your gentle reminders, your endless worries, and even just all the little things that made you ....you.

Now as I grow without you in this world, it means learning to face days when all I want is your advice.

I smile in front of others, but deep inside, there are moments when I wish I could sit beside you again and talk and let the world go by.

Life goes on, but there is no guidance or book that shows you how to deal with the grief of losing your mum.

I carry your love into every new day, hoping that I make you proud of me and all my achievements.

No matter how much time passes, a daughter always need her mum at the end of the day.

Today I wished that heaven had a window , so I could look up at the sky hoping to catch a glimpse of you and see you smile one more time, I would tell you how much I miss you, and how it hurts to live in a world where I can still remember your voice but can no longer hear it.

Heaven maybe you home now, but here on earth my love for you remains with you forever.

Until the day we meet again, you will always be loved, forever missed, and never forgotten.

LOVE YOU MY ANGEL

TRACY

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MY DARLING WIFE

Hello again darling, loving you and sharing my life with you was the greatest adventure of my life.

Love cannot be seen darling, but when it hits you the feeling you get inside changes you.

You feel warm inside , and so happy you want to tell the world, everything around you seems so wonderful, you look at the person you love with so much more love and feelings , darling the most precious free gift in the world is to give someone your love and your heart, and when you do you will feel amazing inside.

You feel warm, and at peace with yourself and everything you ever wanted and dreamed about is standing in front of you when you say I Love You, I always have always will, I so want to spend my life with you and never let you go.

Nobody knows my darling why life is so cruel to rip your heart apart and leaving you alone and in so much pain.

But the photos of you and my memories of you and the precious life we had helps through each day, otherwise I would just sit and cry for you all day and all night.

My darling I will close now and sleep and dream of you and our lives, so my angel take care, be safe and I will always love you, everyday and every night, for the rest of my life.


love you always


KEN
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THANKYOU - FROM KEN, TRACY & FAMILY

We would like to express and say a very big THANK YOU to all you wonderful people out there that have taken your precious time to read this memorial page which was set up to remember my darling wife, a wonderful mother and grandmother.

Sandra is missed everyday by her loved ones, and the day she became an angel ours lives were shattered by her loss, and we lost the person we loved the most.

By writing our letters and sharing our memories and photos of her this page helps us to remember how much she is loved by us all, and each and every one of her family miss her terribly in their own way.

Form me her husband its a way of talking to her, and I don't lose her and the life we spent together, and the same for our daughter Tracy who set this page up for the family to share their thoughts and share in their grief.

Sandra's name is mentioned everyday by one of her children or grandchildren and they all have such precious memories of the things she used to do with them growing up and how she shared her love for everyone, her kindness was her strength.

The memories that we share, are treasures we will hold in our hearts forever, we miss Sandra so much, her smile, her voice and all the little things that she used to do to make everyone feel so special.

Sandra always said, she had everything in life as long as she had her family, it was priceless to her.

So once again you wonderful people, thank you from the bottom of our hearts , as long as I know you are with us it helps me face the days ahead knowing out there, there are caring people like you that spare a moment of your lives to help me and my family, which for us will be a never ending journey.

So us to all of you, thank you and I send you all our family love, take care and be safe and have a wonderful life.

with love from

Ken & all the family

MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE


Hello my darling, the end of another week, time is passing me by, I let the days go by, as alone it is hard to motivate myself, a lot of joy has left me without you here with me.

I think most of it is the silence and when I look around I want it to be beautiful for you, so when you look down you will see you are still loved and missed so much my darlin.

I only wish we could talk to each other, just for a moment everyday, as only hearing my voice is so painful and then the silence hits you, then you have tears and the hurt is even more painful.

One day my darling wife this will all go away, as we will be together again and I will have you and my life back.

My Angel you are with me every moment, it has been a long time since I could kiss you and feel you close, but I know one day my dream will come true, and this my darling is one part of life that you cannot prepare for, there are no books you can read , no rules to say how long it will last and grief is everlasting.

You have your dreams and wishes and tears as well but try hard as you can it always comes back to the day I lost you to the angels, you will always be in my heart darling, I will carry you inside every moment of my life, I will always love you.

You are my one true love and have been my whole life, what we had darling was so special, a forever love, never to end. So my darling I will end for now, and sleep and dream of you my darling, and the perfect most wonderful life I had with you.

God bless darling, take care and be safe
and my love will always be with you and
will follow you forever

I love you my darling

Ken

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