The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

MY DARLING SANDRA

Hello my darling, some how I managed to get through the heart breaking day, I thought about you all day. sometimes crying with a smile but all the time missing you so much and wishing you was here with me.

I have so many wonderful memories my darling and that is what helps me face everything, I hope my darling that all the years we where together I managed to put some happiness in to your heart and now wherever you are my angel that happiness is still with you.

I love you darling for all my whole life, all I ever wanted was to love you and make your life as wonderful as I could, and I want to continue that darling when I see you again.

I'm so lonely without you, you was always there darling to help me comfort me and make my life complete and so happy, but now my darling without you all you do is go through the motions and try to get through each day.

It is hard and lonely and without your memories and photos and everything around you have nothing to ease the pain and just as you think it will ease, we have mothers day now upon us, another day my darling when we will miss you so much, as we loved you and you was the most wonderful mum ever.

That day was made for you, just like all the mums in the world, but your were so special to all of us, I don't think my life would have been half as wonderful, and I will love you forever for doing that.

No matter what happens on the rest of my journey my darling, my heart and my love will always be yours and one day I will find you fall in love with you all over again, this time my darling It will be forever and always never to part.

I will cry with happiness the next time I see you darling, as I will be home with you again, I will always want to be near you, to hold your hand, to kiss you and take care of you and keep you safe.

So take my love with you darling and always know I am forever in love with you.

love you darling

KEN

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MUM

If someone asked me what the most painful moment in my life is, I wouldn't talk about heart break, failure or loss.

I would talk about the moment as a daughter that I had watch my mum close her eyes for the very last time, and to let her go her hand.

The same hands that once wiped away my tears, the same arms that held me when I was afraid, and your voice or encouragement was full of love, that once calmed every storm, and now the silence is in the room.

Now my world has changed in many ways, its become strangely unfamiliar at times, and not a day goes by that you're not far from my thoughts.

Not only did I lose my mum, I lost my best friend, the person that gave me life and gave me nothing but pure love my whole life. I miss everything about you so much, your kindness, your heart full of love and your laugh.

I cherish our memories with all my heart, they are what keeps you close to me, even though your gone from sight , you are the light that pulls me through, I look up at you in awe of everything you are.

Missing you now, and always, as your dancing with the stars.



love you so much


Tracy

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SMILING THROUGH TEARS


My darling mum, not a day goes by that I don't look at your picture, I see your smile, the way your beautiful blue eyes sparkled, and for a moment it feels like you're still with us.

I hold onto those memories, like they're lifelines, some days I cry softly, quietly , when no one is around.

I miss the sound of your voice, the warmth of your hugs and all the little things you did that made everything feel alright, my world is little emptier without you in it.

Some days , I do both at the same time, smiling through the tears, remembering what a wonderful mum you was.

Even though your gone from my sight, but not from my heart, your in my thoughts everyday.

At nigh, I look up at the stars and somehow, in their gentle, endless glow, I feel that your watching over us and whispering that its going to be okay, and be strong.

Your taught me so much in life, but never taught me what to do without you, so everyday is learning curve in this adjusted life without you.

I miss you so much, but know in my heart that you hear me and hear my prayers.

Take care mum, sending hugs and kiss to stars and beyond.


love you

TRACY

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MY DARLING MUM IN HEAVEN

To my darling mum in heaven, there isn't a day that passes without me thinking of you, and today is no different as we come today we had to let you go.

Some days its in quiet gratitude, other days it in tears I hide, as I miss you so much it hurts.

But every single day, its love, a love that will stay with me forever and never fade in time, it will only grow deeper, softer and more scared.

I love you more than words will ever be able to hold, I miss you in ways that echo through my heart.

In the mornings when I need your encouragement, in the evenings when I wish I could call you and hear your voice and tell you about my day.

Thankyou for loving me the way you did, patiently and unconditionally, the strength you had and a pure heart of kindness'.

Thankyou for every sacrifice you made, every lesson you taught me through out my life, everything good in me is a trace of you, as your were such a wonderful person.

Heaven holds you safe now, and you one of gods beautiful angels, and only he knows why you had to go, and you are now our guardian angel. Time does not heal a broken heart

I will carry you with me in every breath, every prayer, and every beat of my heart, miss you so much.


Love you to the moon and stars and beyond

Tracy


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MY DARLING - MY LOVE


Hello darling, we have at last reached that awful day, a day that I and the children will never forget.

It broke our hearts and we cannot replace you my darling, as you were our world, that we loved so much, you was the most perfect wife and mum to us you could ever ask for or hope to have.

You left us my darling with such wonderful memories and to this day we talk about and dream about, and that you never leave us, you will always be with us day and night for ever and ever.

My darling, true love is about happiness and following your dreams and knowing the person you have found is your soul mate, your one true love, that you would do anything for and go to the end of the world for them and make their life and their world as happy and loving as you can make it, so you will both be forever in love with each other.

No matter what life throws at you, you will hold each other close, love each other and stay true to your feelings for each other and that dream you both had will see you, live and love and make everything stronger and make both of your lives so wonderful.

I love you my darling wife, you was everything to me and I will forever love you and thank you darling for all those wonderful years we had together, take care my angel, be safe and I will see one day.

Until then my darling, I love you always and always have and always will.

All my love my Darling Wife


KEN