The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

TO THE ONE I LOVE

One final wish - When the day comes for me, please unite my ashes with my wife.

Do not let us leaving this world separate what we have fought for our entire lives.

To the world, it might be ashes , but to me, it holds every memory, laugh, embrace, and a love that will never die, my soul could never rest without you and we will finally become one again.

Do not separate us, at the end of my journey, I only ask for one thing - place me right beside the love of my life, my beautiful darling wife Sandra - my love her will never stop on this journey.

For my loved ones - don't look at those ashes as something that is final, look inside as you will a journey of two people, two hearts that once fought to be together, holding and strengthening each on this their forever journey.

When our ashes join, it wont be grief it will be the end of our search for each other - we will be together side by side once again and our search will be over.

We will have finally arrived at our true home, a place where its just me and you, with no more tears, no more heartache, and no more missing the one you love so much there will be no more loss and nothing more to fear - only two hearts together.

My love for you will last for an eternity

KEN

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THEY SAY TIMES HEALS

They say that times heals ....

But they don't see the battles no one talks about ....

Every sunrise reminds me that you're not here and my heart breaks again ....

Every quiet moment echoes your name and my heart feel the pain everyday ...

Every smile I force hides a heart that still breaks for you ...

Losing you wasn't something I survived once ...

Its something I survived I survive every single day ...

Grief isnt just missing you , it loving you and knowing that you can never come home ...

No matter how much time passes, a part of my heart will always be waiting for you...

Love you ....

Miss you ...

MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my darling, another week is over, and life is still much the same.

But what will never change darling is my love for you, and how to this day, how much I so miss you.

I miss everything darling, talking to you, holding you and doing anything I could to make your life perfect.

They say wherever you keep your treasure your heart will be there and you my darling wife was my treasure, so you have my heart and anything else that will make your life happy.

The Angels will take care of you for me, I will always love you darling, being without you is so hard, and never for one moment will the pain let me forget what I have lost and what you dream about.

I loved you my darling for who you was, so beautiful, so caring, so kind and such a wonderful wife and mother and my best friend.

How could I not love you so much my darling, I will still carry on writing for my miracle to happen, but until it does I will carry on loving you in everyway.

I miss you more than words can say, good night my darling and be safe and take care for me, and my love will always be near you.

ALL MY LOVE - MY DARLING WIFE

KEN

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SAYING GOODBYE IS THE HARDEST GOODBYE

Nothing prepares you for the moment when you have to say goodbye to your mum, as you watch someone you love fade away.

I held your hand, while silently begging god for just a little more time, but my prayers wasn't answered that day.

I smile so people don't see my fear, even as my heart is breaking with every passing moment.

I pray for a miracle, but deep inside I know love cannot stop time , and from that day my world as never been the same.

The pain of losing you and not seeing you everyday never leaves me, but also the love I have for you never fades away , because when you lose your mum it doesn't end with goodbye, it ends with I see you again one day.

My love for you lives on in my memories, my prayers and in my heart.

Take care my beautiful Angel, love and miss you everyday.

love Tracy

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MY DEAREST DARLING

Hello again my darling wife, as ever another week as passed, and I wanted to let you know that I'm taking care of your roses, the more I tend to them, the more my heart breaks a little more and the tears flow.
If anybody said to me darling I would still feel so proud as each tear drop was my way of saying I miss you so much, so where ever you are my angel, my love will always be with you forever.

You touched my heart darling, you made me feel alive and whatever life put in our way, we shared it together and my love for you got stronger , my life is yours darling for whatever you want of me.

I cant let go darling I carry a photo of you in my mind my sweetheart and when I stop and look around I feel as if you are guiding my eyes and helping me see the wonder and beauty we shared each day and my heart comes alive and for a few moments you are their by my side, and holding my hand.

My darling wife, I will say goodnight now, close my eyes and dream of you and my heart will fill with love for you and for just a short time maybe the pain will ease , I don't know but whatever happens darling, my love for you is eternal, today, tomorrow and forever.

God bless my darling, take care and be safe, and I love you so much.

love you

KEN

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MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my darling, more time has past but for me I still feel the same way which darling is I still love you so very much and I miss you everyday.

In a couple of months darling we have been married for sixty wonderful beautiful years.

The year England won the world cup - it was a magical year for everyone, but most of all I got to marry you and that my darling was the greatest day that year.

I have loved you everyday, every moment and every minute that we spent together nobody could ask for a more wonderful wife, mother, home maker than you darling.

You kept us all together with your love, with you I had the one great love of my life, I adored you, I worshipped you, you kept my heart beating and now you are a Angel darling.

I want my heart to feel like that again, not broken as it is now, you live in a world where everything around you is normal in every way, but you are stood still in the middle , looking out, reaching out, crying for the impossible dream for life to be as it was, full of love for the one you loved beyond words, but your heart tells you thew dream will come true one day.

Then you will be back in my arms of the one you love. so for now my darling, good bless and take care and be safe, and I will carry on dreaming of you my most beautiful darling wife.

I will love you forever and

KEN

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SINCE HEAVEN CALLED YOU HOME

The day Heaven took you, all our worlds shattered and our hearts have never been the same again.

We learn to smile, we learn how to breathe with loss in our hearts, and we learn to live everyday without the person we miss the most.

Our love for you cannot be erased and time cannot heal a broken heart, you may be beyond our reach, but we still keep loving you just the same, and carry your memory in every heart beat.

We always say the day you went to heaven a piece of each us went with you.

We just wanted you to know that we love and miss you every day .

MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING WIFE

Hello sweetheart, time to send you all my love and to tell you I miss you still so very much.

I was in the garden today darling, tending to your roses , and each one reminded me of you, so lovely, so beautiful and making everything around me so wonderful.

I take such care of them darling as each bud or flower will remind me of you. it will see like a journey of life darling, like we shared for all those wonderful years, each day I loved you more, just like the roses my love for you grew, and I did not want to be anywhere else but with you my darling wife.

Whatever plans I had for my life and journey came to a dead stop the moment my eyes saw you, I fell in love with you every minute from then on.

I found the one, my soul mate and best friend , the one who took my breath away and captured my heart, forever.

You took me on a beautiful journey my darling , one filled with love and care and for that darling I will forever love you with all my heart as my home is where you are darling and always will be.

I pray each day for a miracle that I will see you, talk to you and hold your hand and hold you tight, one day darling I will have my miracle and I will spend the rest of eternity being by your side.

My darling, as always, take care and be safe.

Always remember I love you so much


Ken

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