The obituary notice of Kathryn CARTER

Mum it’s been a while how are you? Wherever you? I can’t believe it’s been 10 months without you it does not seem real. I just keep waiting for you to call or text or shout me from your room. Bailey not been well he’s back and forth to the vets but hopefully he’s on the mend now mum. Where have you been flying around? I sent a group of birds sitting on the tree the other day was that you and your family? Have you made friends? Is it nice where you are? To imagine I have to continue my life without you here mum makes me so sad and breaks mum heart. I just wish it wasn’t you. Ruby has nearly finished her first year in uni and she’s doing great. She misses you so much as you know you were her best friend, her rock. But she’s keeping you alive and keeping your spirit here. She such a thoughtful child and that’s because of you mum. Never leave mum always stay close by and help me guide my way through this horrible feeling, and this cruel world. You really are the bestest person ever mum and I will always love you xxx

Hi mum, it was my birthday yesterday and it just wasn’t the same with out you. The feeling wasn’t there nor was the sparkle. Ruby done me so proud mum. She decorated it all with balloons and got me a cake and thoughtful little gifts. She even done me party bags mum. They were the most cutest little things ever mum. We sure done an amazing job with ruby and that’s all down to you helping me mum and raising her like she was your own. It just breaks my heart that you’re not here to see it all. What I would do for a hug right now mum. When will I get to see you again? Life is just so not fair mum. Thank you for my flowers they were so beautiful. I love you so so much. Stay by me always mum xxx

Kathy sorry it’s bn so long it’s Charls birthday her first without you she so heartbroken that you're not here I cannot bring myself to go see her I know it’s selfish just can’t cos ur not there I’m trying each day to move on a little but I can’t losing you was the worse that’s ever happened to me. I have no purpose in life no more without you by my side, I’m so lonely I would of rather gone before you, my pain will never go away, miss you so much, stay close wherever you are until
Wer together again love you always bye sis

Mum, where are you? Where have you gone? I just don’t feel you or see you anymore. Is there really an afterlife or is it all a myth?. I can’t believe it’s been 9 months mum it’s gone by so quick but yet feels like only yesterday I held you hand for the last time. Where are you mum? I just ask this question in my head over and over again and no one has the answers. I miss you so friggen much. It’s my birthday soon. The first one without you and it’s something I’m so not looking forward too. You were always there happy and singing and always made me a birthday egg on toast. And my birthdays now are just going to be quiet. It’s just so not for mum am so angry it had to be you. You didn’t deserve any of it you deserved to live forever because you are the best human being ever. I love you unconditionally never ever forget that. Always and forever mum untill we meet again x