The obituary notice of Kathryn CARTER

Happy new year mum. My first new year without you. It hits differently. It’s a strange feeling. A sense of sadness. I miss you so much mum. I hope you’re relaxing and resting where ever you maybe mum. I’ve still been doing your lottery numbers when I remember but we havnt won just yet. Fingers crossed we will. But it wouldn’t bring back you :(. I don’t want the new year to be here mum as it means you won’t be in this year. I never knew 2024 would be the last year I seen you, heard your voice or anything. I just wish you could be here. Stay close by mum always. I know Ruby misses you too. She finally finished the Lego castle you got us at Christmas 2023. She finished it just before midnight. I love you always and forever xxx

Merry Christmas mum. My first Christmas with out you wow. It just doesn’t seem real. Doesn’t feel like Christmas. I miss you tremendously and we all need your Christmas spirit.
I’ve tried my best to do everything and cook the dinner that was a challenge but we just have to soldier on. That’s where I get your strength on.
I miss your laugh and your smile and I miss our chats and your jokes. I miss that you’re not here because you were with an amazing person. Today just doesn’t feel like Christmas and I don’t think it ever will mum.

You where the best mother ever and you where a truly best friend.

I love and adore you

Always and forever

Charlene xxxxx

Hello sis sorry it’s bn so long can’t put into words how much I miss u if I ever neede u it’s now feel so bad I havnt bn up to see ur charl & ruby feel sorry for them they miss u so much can’t wait to see u again life is so lonely without u ❤️ur the only one who was ever ther for me I miss u so much it hurts never felt so lonely love u always & forever my beautiful sister xx

Hi mum, how are you? It’s your favourite month isn’t it Christmas time. But I just don’t feel the magic this year as you’re not here.

I’ve put up your tree and your little decorations and got you some things made because you were Mrs Claus.

It’s quite sad to know you won’t be here to see them.

Ruby misses you so much I’ve started to call her Trudy but I don’t think she likes it because you use to call her Trudy the elf. Your little helper.

Bailey got to go the vets but I have to pay for the procedure the insurance won’t. It just feels like one thing after another mum. Just don’t catch a break.

I’m still doing your lottery so fingers crossed they eventually do come in.

It’s been a very lonely time shopping for stuff for Christmas because that’s something we always done together. I have my good days and bad days but then am back to the dreaded feeling that you’re never coming back and it’s so bloody sad. It breaks my heart.

Stephen Michael has now become my shopping buddy now so we both go after work on a Friday which is fun. He hates it yanno what he’s like haha.

Ruby got you a sleigh made for your urn to sit on too because we know how much you love Christmas.

Your never far from my thoughts mum and your always in my heart. I can’t believe it’s nearly been 7 months since I last heard your voice or held your hand.

I miss our chats and our talks and I miss the fact that you’re not here now to help with what ever problem life throws at me.

Life is truly unfair mum.

Never forget how much that I love you

Always and forever mum

Charlene

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Hi mum, my good it’s Been bloody ages since I seen your face or heard your voice. It’s bizzare to think you havnt nearly been here in nearly 6 months. Time doesn’t seem real. Where are you mum? Are you ok? I just can’t get my head round I will never see your face again.

It was Halloween and ruby dressed you up we hope you like haha well am sure you did the Skelton fell over was that you?.

I hope your ok mum where ever you are.

Never forget how much I love you.

I miss you so much.

Love you always

Charlene