In Memoriam for James (Horn Mole) COLLINGBOURNE

Miss you. How different our lives would have been if you were still here 😢. Love you always xx❤️

It's a parents worst nightmare, to lose your child
In that second your life stops and your mind just goes wild
You cannot accept the harsh words that are said
There's been a tragic accident, and your Son is now dead 💔
The following months become just a blur
pain, anger and sadness, you cannot deter
I remained standing, though my heart not whole
A shadowed frame with a hollow soul.
Somehow I continued, for my family I guess,
In honour of you James as you'd expect nothing less.
Today behind my persona, smile,
sadness and tears,
Is your heartbroken Mum reminiscing the years
I will never forget you, you can be sure that is true
And I'm forever grateful for being blessed with you
My beautiful boy, and apple of my eye
You'll remain in my heart James till the day that I die
This heartache will be carried my whole life through
Until my final day that will reunite me with you

Love you James 💙

Happy Heavenly Birthday my darling boy 💕. Another year without your smiling face which I miss more than any words can convey. I hope you know that although I do my best to continue on, I will never forget you or stop loving and missing you. I replay various times over and over in my mind, but they are so limited as we didn't have enough time by far. I wonder what you would be doing now, what job, a wife, children 🤔 so many memories snatched from us, life has been very very cruel 💔. Most of our little family that was has joined you now, Bonnie, Grandad, Mark, Grandma T and so many other family and friends we had. I hope that you can somehow know that you're never forgotten, not just by me and Alex, but by anyone who knew you. You left an impression on everyone you came in contact with .. you're smile, laughter, kindness and fair play will always be remembered. You sere so loved and I am so privileged to call you My Son. Until we meet again 💞 xxx

Hi sweetheart, just sat here thinking of you as I often do, wishing we could have a chat and ☕️ and mill over recent events and put the world to rights 😢.
Theres been happy and sad times. Firstly the happy, Alex and Jon are expecting.... blessing #3 at Easter time next year 🐣. I'm excited to visit them in Saudi and spend time with family. You'd be so very proud of her James, your little chick grown up to be a beautiful, intelligent and successful women. She's so kind and thoughtful and just lovely inside and out! She has a lovely little family with her soulmate Jon, and children Albus & Aletheia.... I just adore them all 💕 . Even though you're not here we all still talk about you and remember you as very much still part of our family ❤️ Spence is getting on well with his sports, especially rugby and is also turning into a lovely young man. Very much like you and Alex in so many ways, he fills my aching heart with joy. No doubt you already know about our recent sadness in that we have had to say goodbye to our beautiful fur family Jay Jay & Pepper....your and Alex's namesakes 😀
So devastating and heartbreaking 💔 they were loved so much for over 16yrs and such loyal companions to me, especially JayJay who was my little loveable shadow ...another loss scarring my battered old heart James, but I hope and pray that they were greeted with your infectious smile as they crossed over the rainbow bridge. I know Bonnie would have been there too as she loved them both. Jay Jay watched over her daily when she was poorly and will be pleased to see her well again 🙏.
Amidst this journey of life though, I feel very blessed in so many ways. I have, and have had a wonderful family and feel grateful for that.
Until we meet again I'll continue to have our little chats and updates. Love you always James, Mum 💖xxx