The obituary notice of Patrick William (Paddy) CRAWFORD

If I could have just one more day with you…

I would hardly speak. I would simply listen to your voice and commit every tone of it to memory until it became my favourite melody.

I would look at you. I would study your eyes and your mouth, and I would learn every angle, every pain of your face until I could see you perfectly with my eyes closed.

I would hold your hand in mine. I would trace all the lines on your palm until they became a trail – a map - that I could retrace on my own palm every time I felt lost.

I would soak you up and breathe you in until there was not a single thing that I could not recall at a moment’s notice.

But more than anything, if I had one more day with you,
I would hold you.

I would hold you so tight, hoping that maybe if I didn’t let you go…

You wouldn’t.

Yes, if I had just one more day with you, I would hope… I would hope so hard…

that you wouldn’t have to leave 😢😢😢

I can’t say I loved you. I just can’t

Because it makes it sound as if my love is past tense. Gone, finished, ended.

And that is so far from the truth.

My love is not in the past. It will never be gone.

I love you now. Still.

You didn’t take all this love away with you. It stays. It lingers.

Some days it jumps up and hits me in the face just to remind me that it is still here. Still persevering.

Some days it nudges me. Challenges me to keep going. Daring me to find the strength to get through the day.

But mostly, it just resonates inside of me with everything I do. With every step forward and every glance back. Every close of my eyes. Every breath.

My love is not dependent on you being here.

There is nowhere far enough,
and nothing permanent enough
to stop me from loving you.

So I will not say I loved you.

Because I love you.

Still.
Always & Forever Dad Xxx💙💙💙xxX

Missing you so much Dad, don’t think I’ll ever be the same person again, my Heart is so broken, l just want you back home where you belong, Wish l could give you a cuddle cos l could really do with one now, God l love you so so much Love you forever and forever Dad xxx 💔😢💔😢💔

my lovely uncle paddy you will be loved and missed forever i have so many treasured memories of you as me as a child and my kids growing up with u and aunty dot i love you my beautiful angel uncle until we meet again your now with nana crawford and my dad and all our loved ones i love you forever and a day 😇💙❤️💔xxx