In Memoriam for Iris CURTIS

Hello love I miss you and wish the law had changed when you were here as would love to have married you.. You are the one you always have been love you will be 86 now but that wouldn't bother me age is just a number. Afterwards we can fly to Spain and let our hair down.. Take lots of photos and just have a good time. I keep dreaming about the caravan I would like for me and Finley Corey and Levi if Corey gets a car he could bring levi when they bring Hunter to see me at the van. I will spend time in the caravan on my own I will take food and wine and will take tiger Bread and nice ham and cheese new potatoes coleslaw beetroot I will enjoy the food will take salad stuff and Pepsi and wine and I will take chat and take a break magazine and maybe a book and I will have the TV.. I will get a 40 inch smart TV that will be big enough for a caravan. I will enjoy getting the bits the caravan needs microwave kettle toaster pots pans drinking glasses utensils cutlery2 lamps bedding pillows 2 sets of duvet covers and sheets small hoover egg cups roasting tin and oven trays will need 2 throws as I will sleep in the lounge. Kerry and Christopher will help with getting the stuff we need as want to treat family buy a caravan. Finley would love it and I will play games with him and take us to the pub to watch entertainment. I want to get a 3 bedroomed caravan with seperate kitchen and would love 2 sofas in the lounge. I think about you every day and I will love you for ever xc

Hello love hope you are with family and Geoff I don't get up to the cemetery but when I have Finley for the week I will get some flowers and come up. Aldi do nice flowers so do the market. I wish you were here love you could help chose a caravan and you would enjoy that.. I will take kerry and Christopher to help me and they would help with shopping to get all the van needs things like a TV and microwave kettle and toaster and cutlery drinking glasses 2 pint glasses 4 wine glasses and 6 drinking glasses and 4 egg cups then pots and pans a small hoover mop bucket bedding new duvets sheets x2 pillows kitchen cooking utensils roasting tin couple of oven trays and 2 throws and 2 lamps so kerry will help me out and Christopher will set the TV up for us and I will get some beers in once the driving to shops has done! We can get a chinese just got to find one and usually they will drop it off at main entrance as we won't feel like cooking. We can buy big pack bacon 2 packs sausages and punit of mushrooms and 2 dozen buns we can get fish chips from near the clock my treat can't beat fish chips mushy peas! We can go to the pub and watch entertainment pity I can't get a 12 month season but I think the season is from March till November we can play games in the caravan with Finley he will like that bless him. Maybe Corey can bring levi to see me when he comes I just want every one to be OK. Kieron and Christopher fell out years ago over money it's not nice for me as their mother it would have been sorted out if you were here. They are grown men now so not alot I can do. I think of you every day and I regularly dream about you with the kids small in the dream they were our happiest days we took kids all over. I would ask you to marry me if you were here just have 2 witnesses and off to Benidorm we would go just us two it would be nice we could go half board and we can have a picnic on our balcony full cooked chick crusty bread and tomatoes and spring onions and nice wine xx

Hope you are with Geoff and family. I keep thinking about the caravan it will make Finley happy and we can go round the market buy new towels lol Kieron says I've got enough lol I'm going to buy blue towels for the caravan. When I go up on a Monday Darren would have done my shopping so will take chicken and good ham and the salad cream and mayo should ready be there and I will take some magazines to read and I will have the TV set up as Christopher would have done that for us would I beable to have Netflix on the TV? I will ask Christopher he will know so I will put shopping away and I should have longlife milk I should also have cereals. I need to eat salad at teatime I might do tea in the morning I will boil potatoes and cook the chicken and plate it up and pop in fridge then I can get my wine out love.. Wish you were here you could come with me. I miss you and will always love you you are love of my life. I will find out where the big bins are and I will put rubbish bag between my legs on the scooter and take the rubbish well that's the plan! I need to keep tidy in the van and clean toilet with bleach I won't use the bed I will sleep in the lounge that's why I would prefer 2 sofas and one may have pull out bed. When I take Finley I will take potatoes veg yorky puds and chicken and the next day sausage veg mash and peas I can't stand for too long so will have a rest as at home I have a perching chair. Me and Finley have games to play with to keep us occupied and we can go to pub and fold scooter up worth a try I won't drink I will have coke and ice so will Finley. Corey could come and bring Levi and Hunter to see me Hunter will be walking before I get a pay out. I would like to get a substantial pay out as I have been left with a catheter and that has its problems. We have some good memories of when the kids were small we took them to Benidorm and Majorca we had a good time plus we took them to Disney World and that holiday was great we had a good time love you xx

Morning love I'm thinking about you and how I miss you those early years were the worst and I'm now able to treasure our memories and I still have our lads so you live on in them and I know you will be with your family and Geoff. I love you still death can't take that away from me and we have plenty of memories and I am in regular contact with our boys both are doing well. Please send positive vibes for me to get a fair lump sum so I can treat family and buy the caravan for me and Finley and Corey Levi and Hunter. I will take Finley to the caravan when it's my wkend with him so will pick him up on a Friday and take him home Sunday tea time we can play games on the night time not sure if I can take my scooter in the pub as I can only walk a few yards. I will take him round the market and into Skeg for a look around and fish n chips and later we can get an icecream Finley could fold my scooter up at the entrance to the pub and hopefully we can get a table I will only drink coke in the pub Finley liked coke or Pepsi so that's all I will drink. I'm so happy with Finley he's such a good boy and I love him.. Corey could bring levi
And Grace and Hunter to the van to see me one wkend when I've got Hunter they could all stay over. When me and Finley go to market I will buy some nice blue towels for the caravan. When Kerry and Christopher help with the shopping for the caravan I will have wine and get beers for kerry and Christopher it will be thirsty work getting all the stuff the caravan needs. I just want everyone to be happy. It's a family caravan so no arguments we all have to share it I will take myself to the van and take food and wine I just hope I can carry the bags from the car to the van I will take one bag at a time and rest abit love you darling

Hello love hope you are at peace with Geoff and your family even Sandra is there now. I love you darling we had our ups and downs over the years but the love was always there no matter what and we made some good memories. We had some nice holidays with the kids Majorca was my favourite the kids loved it and I was the first woman to jump off the boat to win bottle bubbly it was good. I feel tired today and I'm trying to read a good book but my eyes are tired and stinging. Will you send positive vibes for me to get a lump sum so I can buy me and Finley a caravan to enjoy Finley will love it and Corey can bring levi and Hunter to see me it will be good I will pick Finley up on a Friday and take him home on the Sunday he will enjoy playing cards dominoes draughts and monopoly he good at monopoly he always wins and when I played scrabble with h me you spelt ghost wrong you spelt it like this goast lol and you put Hoy and I said you can't have that you said ahoy but you didn't have a A lol it was such a good laugh. I love you so much. You would come to the caravan for few days we can go round the market then go into Skeg. I will take myself on a Monday take wine and food and some magazines to read.. Then come Friday time to pick Finley up till the Sunday when it's half term kerry will want to go to the van and Leanne and Emma can have a long wkend there we need to share the van then when we leave strip beds and remake and I will only have to change Finleys bed as I will sleep in the lounge and have a throw to keep warm that's why it would be good to get a van with free standing sofas.. We need 3 bedrooms if possible. I loved you at first sight it was amazing love 12th January 1982 I was 22 you was 42 but the age difference was never a problem. Can you remember we had a fall out but after a week I got security yo buzz you to see if you fancied a Chinese lol so me and the kids came down and we got a Chinese and all was well. If you come to Skeg we could have gone to the pub