The obituary notice of Krystina LOWER

I wish you were here so I could come to you for some well needed advice. I know you would be able to steer me in the right direction with your wisdom. Yet instead I've had to come here to talk to you.

I remember all the stories you told. The patience you had with me. The way you pushed my imagination and always encouraged me. The way you got us dancing & singing. The magical Christmas' we had. The birthdays. Most importantly the way you taught us to love. The ways in which you made us laugh & smile & also taught us to be mischievous & get away with it.

I know Mum misses you more than anything. She puts on a brave face, yet the pain in her heart is written all over it. There's a sadness in her eyes, it's like a light went out when she lost you.
Her garden is beautiful though, you would love it. Mum buys so many lights and things to remember you by. Her gardens like a massive shrine to you. She spends lots of time out there because I know it helps her feel close to you still.

You broke us all when you left for heaven. I'm not sure why they had to take you from us so soon.
Grief is a horrible thing.

Please watch over and protect my Mum & Son. I know you believed in guardian angels & I know you will be the one watching over them, I still feel you here sometimes so I know you'll never completely leave us, there's too many signs that can't be missed.

Love you always Nana Kryssie Baby.
Millions. Billions. Zillions.

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Three years today & it's not gotten any easier. There's a void in our lives so great that it will never be filled. Tonight we'll be looking up to the skies, to see which star shines brightest. Love you always Nana Kryssie Baby. Millions & Zillions xxxxxxxxxx

I wish I could put into words how much I miss sitting at your table with you, having a cup of tea whilst eating custard creams.
I wish you were still here to offer me advice, to guide me as you used to. You weren't just beautiful, you were witty, mischievous and strong.
I wish there had been more time.
I really wish that all the memories I have of you will never fade. I will treasure them always, you will always be in my thoughts, my prayers & my heart.
There will never, ever be another Nana Kryssie Baby & I'm eternally grateful that you were mine.
Sleep tight beautiful angel. Wish I had the chance to give you one last kiss goodbye.
Love you millions & billions & zillions.
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Still think of you every day Nana Kryssie Baby. I can still hear your voice. Still picture your rare beauty. The twinkle of the diamonds in your eyes, that now sparkle in the night skies instead.
Love you always.
Ethan John & Laura- Tiny Tears. xxx

Love you zillions Nana Kryssie Baby. You certainly were one in a billion. A beauty that could never compare, a jewel, so beautiful and rare.
Thank you for blessing our world by being our Nana, you certainly passed down your genes through our Mamma!
One day we shall meet again, but til then, we'll remember you & your star will burn bright.
Love you our Angel.
Always, your brood.
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