The obituary notice of Farquhar MARTIN

Hi Farquhar,
Today is our 13th year without you, it's also my 87 birthday.
Nothing has been the same since you were taken from us.
I still can't sleep at night without you by my side..
The loneliness never leaves me.
Jacqui , Matt and Dan are taking me out for a meal somewhere.
Jacqui won't tell me where we are going.
Tassie. our granddaughter and Tim got married 5th August.
It was very nice, but nothing is the same without you.
It was such a hot day.
Each day I think is this the day we will be re-united.
I can't believe I have survived 13 years alone.
All the family do their best to visit me.
When I go anywhere I know I have to come back to a quiet , empty house.
It was never quiet when you were with me.
You were always busy, building something or knocking walls down.
Our Granddaughter-in-law Tracey is with you now. she was only 39years old, she had 5 brain tumours, how do you fight that many.
Also Jim passed away too.
No-one will ever be able to take you place.
I'm lost without you.
My love forever.
Bet-your -pet.
X X X X X

Hello my love.
That's another wedding anniversary gone without you.
13 in all.
How have I managed all those years without you to guide me through them.
You always said you would get me through any problems or upset I had.
My greatest upset was having you taken from me.
I will never get over over it.
There's a big hole in my heart that only you can fill.
You will fill it one day when we are re-united .
The hedge you and Gavin planted about forty years ago has just been cut, Laurel makes a lovely hedge.
I still have the same gardener Steve to cut it.
It still has the arch above the gate.
You loved that hedge , so I'm keeping it nice for you.
Well my love, I will close now, until August when it's the 15th, my birthday and the day you passed.
A bittersweet day.
My love will always be for you.
Bet, your pet.
xoxoxo

My darling Farquhar,
I held you in my arms,
now I hold you in my heart forever.
WDLRB
X X X X X

Good morning my lifelong love.
I was aways beside you, like your shadow.
I MISS MY LEADER SO MUCH.
I feel as if i'm in Gods waiting room, till it is time for me to come to you.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me.
So much knowledge went with you, when you were taken from me.
Life will never get easier until we are together again.
I miss you, my Running Bear.
My love always,
Your White Dove.
XXXXX