The obituary notice of Samuel Dylan SPENDELOW ('Sam')

I am missing you ever so much Sam I wish you was here so I could tell you everything what has been going off and I am always waiting for a message from you and a video call from you It never gets easy it always seems to get harder everyday with out you I hope you are okay and I hope I am doing you proud brother you was more then my best friend and my brother you was my whole world I wish you was here today so I could give you a massive hug and plus I still have a court case going on and I wish you was here to support me through it miss you millions and billions I hope I see you again Sam my heart is broken with out you😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dear Sam, I was on a video call with ur brother Luke. I wish some much that u where here to meet and play with ur new nephew, he is nearly 4 months old and he reminds me so much of u at that age. He pulls the same looks u did and even has the same smile that u and Luke had at that age. I wish so much that u would be able to be here to have all the experiences that u have missed with ur brothers. They speak about u a lot and Luke even gave his son the middle name of Dylan to honour ur memory. You will never be forgotten and ur brothers and sister will tell u nephews about u. I miss u everyday my love always till we meet again love always mum Emma xx

Merry Xmas my beautiful son Sam I miss u more than u ever will know love always mum xx

Merry Christmas Sam. Raising a glass for you with your Mum Gillian tonight 🎄💕

Sam ; merry Christmas not very merry for me it's my fourth Christmas with out you and every day that goes bye it's another day with out you i still look to see if you are waiting at the bus stop for me when I home from work I can't begin to try and explain just how lost and lonely I feel someone said to me the other week wot would you like for Christmas that answer was easy I want my Sam Bob's back at home with me i all so said if I could just see him for one more day but I know I would not be satisfied with that I'd want to keep you here with me you are and always will be my son and I was so proud of you l miss you so so much ❤️ lot's and lot' of love now and forever mum ❤️ 💖 ♥️ 💙

My beautiful son Sam what can I say ur nephew has the same big beautiful eyes u had he even is so alert like u and a very chilled out little man I wished u were here so much to spend time with him and teach him things his dad and other uncles could not teach him I know uwould be very proud and protecting of him I miss u so much and I miss our chats about random things at 1am in the morning I love and miss u more than u ever know love as ever mum xx